Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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I still feel like I’m choking. It’s hard to swallow and I can’t eat. Wonderful.
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i ruin everything try to convince me otherwise and i f**king counter with hostility and hate
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Well, Gogy convinced me. I’m useful and loved.
If you wanna argue, bring it on, mates. -
Last night I broke down. They needed to re-re-reconvince me that I am special and useful
I started crying because they called me love
It wasn’t good crying
I feel like I’m either too clingy or not clingy enough
I’m terrified of losing my friends and they’re one of my best ones
But haters wanna hurt me and I’m laughing at the pain
Touch me Midas and make me part of your design
I feel fear for the very last time. -
I’ve lost them. f---, it hurts.
But I have a real friend. An irl one that is.
I’ll blow up into smitereens
And spew my tiny symphony
All up and down a city street
While tryna put my mind at ease
Like finishing this melody
This feels like a necessity
Or this could be the death of me
Or maybe just a better me
Now come in with the timpanis
And take a shot of Hennessy
I know I’m not there mentally
But you could be the remedy
So let me play my violin for you.
True message in this song. It helps me a lot. -
Why?!? Why????
I hate these feelings. I hate them. I’m know they hate me. My irl friends are all strange. I know I’ll be made fun of. -
I’ll blow up into smitereens
And spew my tiny symphony
All up and down a city street
While tryna put my mind at ease
Like finishing this melody
This feels like a necessity
Or this could be the death of me
Or maybe just a better me
Now come in with the timpanis
And take a shot of Hennessy
I know I’m not there mentally
But you could be the remedy
So let me play my violin for you.
I love this… -
They aren’t mad!!!!
OH MY GOD, LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO!
AY CARAMBA DONDE ESTA LA BIBLIOTECHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m so damn happy!!!!! -
But … they are gone. I can’t get in touch at all. I hate this…
It hurts. Salt in an open wound. It burns. The pain of losing them hurts all over again. I know I’m depressed. Especially with my anxiety. I can’t do this. I’m sorry. I am…
Please…
Please…
Just let me know somehow that you are still there for me. I’m sorry….
Honestly. I just want the comfort you gave…
I’m sorry. So f**king sorry. -
maybe...........
maybe I could them again. Tell them I'm sorry. -
*sighs*
I miss them.... -
They don’t hate me...
But...
There’s still that feeling... -
They left. They said it would be better for me if they left…
I told them not to, but they did anyway. But we both knew, and know, that it is for the best. -
I still feel that pain. Even Blizzard seems to rp more like them now.
I don't want to let then go.... -
I wish I could talk to them. I know today is gonna be stressful and I just wanna talk....
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