Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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My world fell apart.
Who am I? -
Goodbye Earl
I see you there. Just out of reach. I call your name. But only an echo remains. -
I should right a poem about all the trauma and heartbreak in the past 12 months.
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It hurts. I can't look at my cat without crying. I can't talk to Blizz without crying. I can't look at anything posted by them without crying.
I wish you didn't need to leave. I don't want to lose you. I can't let you go. I just can't. I'm sorry. I just want you by my side. Songs we sang together, I sing now. Calling my cat Patches and referring to myself as Dream hurts. Don't Let Me Down makes me cry. Because I let you down. I'm sorry. I just want you back. Ranboo, please. I can't leave you. I just want you back. It's too painful to let you go. Please, let me take you back. Please. I can't. I tried. You can't leave without leaving behind an empty shell. Me. An empty shell, broken by love, hate, trauma, obsession, even dedication and attachment. I'm nothing anymore. I try and try to forget. I try to move on. I try my best. But I can't. I physically can't. -
I don't want you to leave. But you say you have to. Ranboo, please. Just let me stay. It helps when I'm stressed and anxious to talk to you. I don't know how to let go. It hurts so much. I don't want to say goodbye.
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Usually I put
Something on TV
So we never think
About you and me
But today I see
Our reflections
Clearly in Hollywood
Laying on the screen
You just need a better life than this
You need something I can never give
Fake water all across the road
It's gone now, the night has come, but
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
You can't fight it
You can't breathe
You say something so loving, but
Now I've got to let you go
You'll be better off in someone new
I don't wanna be alone
You know it hurts me too
You look so broken when you cry
One more and then I'll say goodbye
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
I just wonder what you're dreaming of
When you sleep and smile so comfortable
I just wish that I could give you that
That look that's perfectly un-sad
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Heat waves been faking me out
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror
Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror
I don't want to leave. -
Why can't I be normal and walk away? What's wrong with me?
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Did I make the right decision?
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The dynamics of friendship.
The dynamics of love.
All rip up our hearts.
And maul our love. -
Oh god.
I didn't know about all that shít. If I had, I wouldn't have accepted that Bvian wanted to come back... -
I'm gonna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs. Then come back inside and destroy in Minecraft. And burn. Lots and lots and lots of things. Because I feel pyro today.
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I'm not gonna leave them alone am I?
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Am I just a shadow?
A puppet of my former self?
An image displayed upon a wall?
And destined to die a lonely death? -
Rough time recovering from a eating disorder any advice plz?
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Idk. I have an eating issues tbh.
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The amount of tiredness and uselessness I feel.
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