Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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ahahahaahahha
i wanna scream and throw something. let's just turn on spotify and play some music. -
we got this.
migraines are gonna happen this week tho...
i hate futbol.... -
when i decide i hate my life...
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hmmmmm
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuddddddddddddddddddddddddddgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -
savagely bombs the world
watches with glee
welp, that's that....
time for a new one -
when you reflect your own trauma through an oc.
welp, there's that. -
a small flame glows in the darkness, the only hope of the young child.
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but anything can but that flame out, discouraging the child from doing anything.
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Aahahahahahahahah
noooo
people, godamnit.... -
ahh, f**k, f**k, f**k....
I can't believe we all fell for that.
pinning Crystal? hell no. -
f**k my life....
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Why of all s**t they could teach me, did they teach me that?
sure fighting skills are necessary, but not like that... -
i'm barely functioning. my head is screaming, i'm screaming....
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i'm going into a downward spiral. 100% not gonna make it through today without a breakdown. eating? no....
i can't do this. my siblings are gone and i miss them. my dad is gone and i miss him. my cat's gone, my guinea pig is gone, my life's purpose is gone. i have no contact with ran...
ran is gone, alex, accept it. you don't know them.
but you still love them. maybe more like family or friend instead of the partner-type love.
you don't deserve her. you don't deserve your current girlfriend. you don't deserve lexi.
you don't deserve to bother blizz....
if i left, would it even matter to them? would they even care if i disappear?
i'll be home alone next week....
if i die, would anyone care?
i'm done with these stupid superficial posts in this thread. i'm done. i'm not okay. i'm not sane. i hear voices, i have flashbacks, my ptsd isn't getting any better.
no one believes me when i say i'm hurting. no one believes me when i say i want to die. no one thinks i'm suicidal... no one even guesses....
i'm practically an orphan. no one loves me. i lost all family, any ties with any one....
i'm dead. i'm a shell of what i used to be. i worry about blizz, i worry about ran...
i have nothing. i am nothing.
i'm dead. i'm already dead.
my heart is hard and cold and petrified.
i don't feel anymore. i'm done. it's useless. they probably don't even like me.... i doubt it. blizz probably just sticks around because they know about my separation anxiety. i can't keep doing this...
i really can't..... -
i think it's getting to that point where i just become and stay the problem.
i'm such an issue. always bothering blizz whenever i get like this...
i need to stop. i need to f**king stop....
they have their own life, their own struggles....
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