Hey Alana, I'm sorry I keep bothering you, But-
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Thread Topic: Hey Alana, I'm sorry I keep bothering you, But-
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I have to go for dinner. I'll be back after though. Bye!
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It sounded like death..
"Tammy..." -
Okie.
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Look who's back. xD Lana.
I broke free of Randy's grasp and ran to her bedside, hugging her as gently as I could. Tears slid down my cheeks. Only one word escaped the jumble of my thoughts and stood alone in my mind. Mommy. -
I should tell a friend! *SHOT*
I wouldn't dare say it, but she looked terrible. I knew she wouldn't be around much longer. "Mom... I..." I swallowed again. "I love you." And with that I started bawling. -
;D Damn right you should!
I kissed Tammy's forehead and cried. "Mommy..." I held her hand tightly. "I love you too much..." i said between sobs, "to let you go.... without... a fight." -
:3
I couldn't bare to look. It hurt me too much. I stepped out side the room, sat down agaisnt the wall and cried into my knees. I cant do this.. -
Tammy took a deep breath and placed her other hand on top of mine. "Honey, it'll be okay. I'm going to try my hardest..." But your hardest or your best still won't be enough! I wanted to scream and cry and tear this whole place apart.
"Wh...what about chemo?" I asked quietly.
"Oh, Samantha..." she shut her eyes for a second before continuing. "The doctors... They said it wouldn't help..."
"No," I moaned. "It would help, it would... It has to... They have to try! They have to try!" my face contorted into a look of pure anguish. I felt as if somebody just ripped my heart out. I couldn't hold back all of my fear and anger and pain any more. I did the only thing I could possibly do. I wrapped my arms around Tammy and weeped. -
I felt like i was going to break down, if I hadn't already. I stood up and inched my way over to Sam and Tammy. Then, when I couldn't take it anymore, I hugged Tammy's frail body too.
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It took a while for me to notice that Tammy was crying as well, though not sobbing as horribly as and Randy and me.
"I love you both. I've watched you grow into such wonderful, wonderful, people..." She looked up at both of us. "You have to promise me... Can you promise me one thing?" -
I nodded violently. "Yes!?"
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"Protect each other... For me..."
I nodded as tears slid down my cheeks. -
...Listen to Without You by Hinder. It's... like... Probably the theme song for this soap. If it was a movie, it would probably play in the last scene into the credits.
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LOL OKIE..
Youtube isn't working for meh D:
"I... I promise!" I sobbed. So much for being brotherly. -
Vevo? D:
My hands shook as I cried. We all stayed like this for some time, holding on to eachother. In the prolonged silence, I realized that the heart monitor was beeping steadily. The sound echoed throughout the room. Before this day, the sound would have made me uncomfortable and scared, but now... It was a comfort... A support... Because it was strong and rhythmic, I knew that Tammy was fighting... hard.
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