butt baby
- Locked due to inactivity on Mar 23, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: butt baby
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I just had two really good days and I was so grateful I was crying tears of joy because it's been so long but now they're gone
The third day the feelings and thoughts came back but I fought back
And then it all came crashing down -
I thought I was going to be good enough to fight it again but with my parents and all it just crumbled at the foundations
And I'm so stupid for thinking I could make it when I know deep down I can't -
I feel like a goddamn idiot for allowing this to happen again and not expecting it.
This exact thing happened the last time I had a good couple of days. -
🤡 how I'm lookin rn
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I can't believe the world allowed someone like me to exist who or what decided that this is suitable for the world when I can't even leave my house alone without panicking who PUT ME HERE
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Whoever it was has a very sick sense of humor
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Vacation is tomorrow, excited for that, but I'm honestly getting so worn out with the whole online persona thing so I just only speak when rping
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I feel so isolated because I can't just say how I feel. It feels..wrong. it doesn't feel safe. I'll delete vents after a few minutes. I want people to know me, but any time I show any of that vulnerability I get so scared and just delete everything
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But my act is something I've gone too deep into. It just happens automatically.
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And I drive myself crazy just thinking about what they see me because I need to know what the general consensus is so I can compare to what is said irl
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But I don't want to ask because then I look desperate
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I just don't know what to do when I'm a stranger to everyone I feel
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Thanks for leaving when you can clearly see I'm panicking you selfish f---ing peice of s--- I hate him so much
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I hate him so much
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Why does he get a pass on being narcissistic
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