butt baby
- Locked due to inactivity on Mar 23, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: butt baby
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I was just dead weight anyways
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It appears I mistook the situation
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Maybe I'll learn to be creative with my venting again
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I'm about to have a full blown meltdown
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Like screaming and throwing things meltdown
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I can't deal with it anymore I just want to be left the f--- alone
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And my mom keeps following me around and everyone needs to stop asking what's wrong I just want to go home
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I cant do another day of this
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And everyone is just gonna question me
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I want to go home but I can't
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Like there's only so much I can take
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I keep going back and forth with what I want
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One night, just one night without the fighting
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It sucks how much of my mother I see in myself
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Her sudden change in mood is how I feel on the inside, but she can externalize it. As much as it's a bad thing, I kinda envy it. I feel I'm put in this "nice, gentle, and peaceful girl with depression" box, but my thoughts don't match that I feel. At all. But I can't show these more violent and intense feelings externally, or express them.
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