~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Thread Topic: ~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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My parents always say
Dont fall in love, rise in love
I get to see them soon when I go back home. And eat rice and Dahl and chutney. When I get back I am going to cook that for us :3 -
I didnt think I would have to use an excuse about my arm but yesterday my friends noticed and I lied and said I dropped my chemistry book on it 🙄
The f--- kind of excuse is that. I came up with it in advance in case anybody asked but literally it is the only thing I could think of that could cause a bruise. Other than like... running into our brick wall? But Id have to have been flailing my arms around to have done that 😂
Ugh. I hate lying -
THAT WORSHIP NIGHT WAS LIT
WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT Y'ALL
I AM HAPPYYYY -
and he wasn't there
but i'm still happy lol -
I was screaming and dancing with everyone at the end just FEELING THE LOVE MAN. THEY HAD MUSIC AND A MESSAGE AND IT WAS AWESOME
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Whatever the future holds I don't need to know. I just know how I feel and I only feel for this guy at the moment so I'm just gonna go with the flow ^_^
If he was an atheist I wouldn't even care
I fall for who I fall for and I can't help it!
EEEEP I'M JUST SO HAPPY RN
BUT I HAVE A LOT TO DO SO IMMA GO DO IT LOL
finals, bleh -
did i just say i fell
I don't even know him lmao
but seriously :c
I don't know what it is but it's there
I'll just call them "feelings" I guess right now -
One thing tonight made me realize is that I definitely have feelings and knowing me once I get feelings like this they do not go away easily at all
What am I suppose to do?? 😖
I want to be friends with him -
I think it is funny how Betty wasnt saying to ask him for salt and today he was wearing a shirt that said salt life on the back
Ughhh, why do I have to like him. I like it but I also hate it 😖 -
was* saying to
I dont feel good for some reason. Maybe its the stress of exams and also the feelings for a guy
And also being in that environment where everyone is overflowing with love and then being back in this sort of... deadness, I guess, everywhere else... it is a bit depressing... in comparison, that is what it feels like.
Theyre having another tomorrow I might be able to go to -
You have to fall in love to rise in love but I guess the healthy kind of love is where you dont just keep falling, you rise after you fall
Ugh. I hope I can have that some day. -
Dear CF,
Wherever you are, whenever you are, whoever you may be
I cant wait to meet you...
sigh -
I guess I have discovered about myself that once I start loving someone, I will always love them. Even if they are just a stupid ghost. Or a stupid wolf.
During that worship night while we were all singing reckless love I just kept thinking about Donevan 😔
I read a really cool daily devotional on my bible app yesterday though that was about knowing our limitations and it basically said you can plant the seed, but the only one who can truly transform someone is God. And that really helped me.
One day I am going to regret writing so many of my thoughts on this site. -
Once I stop being confused with my life, I will come on here less. Lets see how long that takes
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Welp.
A lot has changed since I last posted.
I found out names.
3 names, to be exact. And I wouldnt say I am confused anymore. Actually my mind feels like it has been clarified... but I dont know what I am suppose to do.
Calling Future,
Please come meet me soon somehow...
I feel like I am just this unlovable piece of ugliness and like I am hopeless when it comes to love
Every guy I fall fall for ends up loving another girl...
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