~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Thread Topic: ~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Mental illness in an of itself is something that can seed on forever to others as well. My mothers mother hadnt it, my mom struggles with it. And I struggle with it. Different forms of course, but still.
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Thats why it seeds on forever. Once an oat has been sown, the plant grows, and the oats that grow will fall from the plant and spread all by themselves. And they could grow on like this forever.
And to think, for me, a simple goodbye may have prevented a lot... a goodbye would have established knowing one another. It would have shown me he cared.
It can take the smallest oat,
Even if it was sown by one tiny mistake
So when it comes to wolves in sheeps clothing or wolves in general
So much more damage is done. -
The prayer:
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Sooo the new music video for Butterflies came out yesterday and I love it!!! I read one comment that was saying how they did not think the dark and sultry vibe suited the song but oh my goodness, if you knew what it truly had to do with, at least when it comes to my life, you would definitely think it fits.
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I am not going to jump to conclusions at all about that new guy I really really really really like, because I do not want to get my hopes up like I did last time.
But anyway, before I left for summer break I got to see him one last time while he was checking out I guess, and I heard his voice. His voice makes me go all heart eyes. His everything makes me go all heart eyes. Wish me luck because I am so far gone for him 🙄 -
I like how his name only has 1 t instead of 2, thats so cool 😊😳
I am so happy it is summer. I really like not having roommates!! -
Technically I have been coming in here less but. Im back.
This stuff I know... is lonely business.
Rhiannah doesnt even care or understand it since she doesnt even have a basic understanding of Christ. And Im not sure how to help her in her life because I know that most of her problems could be fixed by having a relationship with Jesus. But I just dont know how to inform someone who is not in the least bit interested... -
Its all so amazing and I feel incredibly thankful and in awe. Yet I have no one to share it with.
I bet Anders would understand and feel the same way about it that I do... but how would I tell him? I do not even know him.
He probably already thinks I am a weirdo for following him and accidentally hearting and unhearting one of his old photos while I was looking at his insta 🙄 -
I feel attached to him lmao
Is that weird
Yeah thats really weird
I do not even know him -
I bought Halleluhu by MIQEDEM.
It makes me feel less lonely -
This is the problem with being back from college.
I love Rhiannah but she is my only true friend here.
I dont have any friends here who believe in Jesus.
I am going to try to be more involved in my church and hopefully make some new ones... -
Rainbow by Kacey Musgraves calms me down and comforts me when I am worrying about the future or feeling sad 💙
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From last month:
Now that I am home I have all my colored markers and they are much easier to use than pens so my butterflies look better now. I only have 2 at the moment. Rhiannah and Calling Future -
I also wrote never let him sink his teeth in over my scars.
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Which will probably take over a year to even start fading in color...
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