My Thread. 99.9% unofficial.
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Thread Topic: My Thread. 99.9% unofficial.
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again
escalated quickly xD
YUSH LETS GO TO ENGLAND and he will not be a pedo :P well if that happens I'll just start randomly speaking Swedish or German and pretend I have no idea what you guys are saying ^~^ -
Again
I'm sorry xD
YUSS, WHEN SHALL WE LEAVE? Awh okay ;-; wait, would that make it worse or better? XD -
okay it's about 3:40 in the morning now Liebling I think I'll head to bed now :3
goodnight~ -
Good, get some sleep ^~^
Night night Frau~ -
It's okay to be broken
It's okay to be fine
It's okay to be dying
Within your own mind
It's okay to be crying
It's okay to feel bad
It's okay to be happy
Whenever you're sad
It's okay to fake smiles
It's okay to fake laughs
It's okay to wish
You could drown in your bath
It's okay to slit skin
It's okay to cut deep
It's okay to wish
You could have eternal sleep
It's okay to be dead
It's okay to never see another day
No matter what
It will all be okay -
I would like to be alone for a moment just to rant
I just notice how horrible I feel. I told him it had been months. I promised her I wouldn't do it. I told her it had been months. I'm like the worlds biggest f---ing liar at the moment. I can't believe it's taken me this long to realize the toll it's taken on me. The toll isn't a very nice one. There's no way they can find out, i'd f---ing die if they did. To be honest, I'm not even sure why I said it. I could have easily changed the subject, and now I realize that lying is just hurting them more because they think I'm fine, but if they knew the truth I'd know they'd be trying to help me because they care for me, and if they'd found out they would feel horrible, which would only make me feel even worse. And this is why I should never had gotten close to anyone. When I was in elementary school I never hung out with anyone and that way I wouldn't trust people and get hurt by them. Three years ago in the seventh grade I made the mistake of making real friends for once and now I'm just hurting them.
I wish I could start over. Barricade myself and lock my heart up until I was actually mentally stable for f---ing once. I woudln't have to hurt anyone that way. -
.. May I step in?
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Yeah, why not. I don't want to ruin a new page.
What's up? -
Yeah you didn't have a choice
Nothing. You seem sad. I'm sorry. Please don't blame yourself if your lying about the s--- I think you are. I've lied about it to. So has my friend. It feels good to tell them, although it does hurt them a bit. It hurts you too. In a way, you heal together. -
Hello.
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ANYWAYS NOW THAT IVE GOT THAT DONE
What music have you been listening to? OuO -
I didn't think so.
Thanks Sara, I'll keep that in mind.
Mainly just "Happy Song" and "Throne" by bmth (THEY'RE COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM SOON I SWEAR ALKDJFL) and then "Rain" and "Outside" by Hollywood Undead over and over and over again. What about you?
Hey Ali ^~^ *Tackles* -
Yeah there wasn't an option
Hey I've been through s--- before
My friend was shaving my legs today and looked at my thighs and was like damn there's a lot of scars.. I was like.. Sh you don't point that out about a person
I listen to My Chemical Romance.. My favorites are To The End, Helena, Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back, Vampires Will Never Hurt You, and The Sharpest Lives. When it's not MCR its any Pierce The Veil song -
What's up? :3 *Tackled and hugs*
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yeah that's just kinda odd
I've noticed you've had an mcr fetish lately xD
Just soaping, you? c:
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