My Thread. 99.9% unofficial.
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Thread Topic: My Thread. 99.9% unofficial.
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xD It's cool to see Canada
sad that we couldn't go there, though.
I've been through the Appalachian's before :D (we once drove from Wyoming to Maine which was a hell three day trip of non stop driving) I like all the trees there :3 all of our trees don't change colors since we have pine trees, mostly. We have some aspens, but I like how in the Appalachian's they change into fiery colors in Autumn. -
assapalchian in my hand
right now
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Wow. :3
I can put you in a log cabin, somewhere in Aspen... -
in your hand? xD
but the french are a--holes
haha you'll only get that if you've seen dumb and dumber
but a nice warm log cabin in Aspen sounds amazing :3 -
Jei as buciau mirti, mergaite nebutu net nerupi. Mergaite visada randa tam tikru budu, kad jis apie ja. As bande rupintis ja, bet ji vercia mane. Tada ji man sako, as nieko nepadariau. Tuo tikslu ji buvo visa informacija apie ja. Net tada, kai man buvo kenteti. Ji tik paverte ja aplink, kad jis apie ja. Jis visada buvo apie ja. Noreciau mirti jai, bet ji vis tiek sako, kad as ne j myliu. Ir taip as leiskite jai skauda man. Ir taip As duosiu jai mano visu. Ir taip as vis dar bando ir issaugoti ja, net jei as nuzudyti save, galu gale. Nes as nieko. Visiskai nieko. Tiesiog leiskite mirti.
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Le scream
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Okay, first off, she didn't say that you weren't worth telling her problems to. She said, and I quote "I have no idea how to respond to this. I'll be fine, I easily get over my rough patches alone and hopefully I'll be better once I start going to Therapy. I whine and complain a lot and sometimes I decide not to talk to my friends and some people do it, I'm one of those people. I'm sorry if this offended you but, it's true. I'll talk to you when I finally feel better." So, basically, she just said she wanted to work through things alone.
Second, she's not obligated to talk to you. She doesn't HAVE to talk to you. Just like she doesn't HAVE to talk to me. She's going through a rough patch, everyone does, and honestly the last thing she needs is someone coming at her trying to put her down. You spoke to her like she was the one who caused the fight. It seems like you were attacking her. "Because apparently I'm supposed to be here when people who leave me come back after being gone." "But hey, I'll be here whenever you get over whatever you're going through that you can't talk to your best friend about." "... and I'm sorry but I'm sick of it. I get it from everyone else and it seems ridiculous when I have to receive that from my best friend." I know you must be frustrated with whatever, but that was really uncalled for.
Because honestly, we're all frustrated. I'm frustrated. She's frustrated. You're frustrated. I'm not sure what you or her exactly are frustrated about, and I'm not about to put anything into words for another person, but honestly I'm really f---ing pissed.
But if I were to say why, then I'd be the bad guy, right? If I blow up at you, then you can pull that "you were my best friend, I love you, but you were never there" whatever bulls--- you want, to make me the bad guy. Never mind the fact that I was literally eaten alive last year trying to help you. So many people were eaten alive last year, trying to help you, but you'd never take the help, and you still won't. Never mind the fact that I hurt myself because I thought I wasn't good enough to help you. I couldn't sleep. I'd stay up trying to write letters to you, hoping that something I said would help, but nothing ever came out right. You never really accepted help. You had everything given to you, things that most people can never get, yet you still continue to try and avoid the help.
I f---ing hated that city, but I still visited you. I did more for you than I was physically capable of; I wanted to f---ing kill myself, but like you would care. Honestly, it was all about you, and that's all it's ever been about.
So, I'm sorry that you live in a first world country, with all the food you want, the therapy you want, the f---ing medications you want so you don't actually have to face your problems, but the truth is, I'm really not. I'm just tired. But you really seem contradictory and childish, and I honestly can say that I'm not dealing with it anymore.
I'd be more than happy to help you when you're willing to accept it, but right now it doesn't seem like you are.
I'm sorry for seeming contradictory about everything; saying how it was a b---- move for you to blow up on Laramie, yet blowing up on you, but at least I realize it's a b---- move.
And I'm sorry for whatever "pain" or "trauma" I've caused you, but in the end, I don't think anything I've done to you could ever amount to all the s--- you've done to me.
(((((just going to put this here for a thing)))))
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