Lucas has story ideas and you should hear them apparently
Thread Topic: Lucas has story ideas and you should hear them apparently
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(It’s so cute thoooo ahhhhh)
Chester blushed. ‘No,’ he said with a chuckle, looking down at Jayden with a lovesick smile. ‘Your hair is just very fluffy. And gold. I haven’t seen much like it.’ -
(ikrrrr)
Jayden beamed. "Well thank you. It's in a bedheaded mess right now though." Hee hee I'm trying to think of how I can add Jayden's trauma with past lovers but goddamn it I can't think of how atm dammitttt -
Chester grinned. ‘I like it. Do you mind if I.. touch it? Or is that a very strange ask?’ Ok Michael Jackson that’d be cool.
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Jayden recoiled as if he was already reaching out to touch it. Please no. He didn't say anything though, not wanting to upset him. He could still feel his old boyfriend tugging at his hair, when he wanted attention, when he was proving a point, when he was angry, when he wanted Jayden to be more romantic... He didn't want a repeat of that. Especially not with someone he'd barely even met.
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Chester frowned at the change in Jayden’s expression. He moved down to the floor so he was at eye level with him. ‘Hey, are you okay? I-I was just asking, you can always say no..’ he trailed off, getting mad at himself.
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Jayd didn't realize he was hyperventilating slightly. "If you want to..." He mumbled, looking up at Chester. Please, please don't.
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‘No, I’m not going to if you’re getting this upset over it,’ Chester said softly, offering Jayden his hand. ‘What do you want me to do? Do you want a hug? Do you want comfort? Do you need someone to vent to or do you have any coping tools?’ he asked gently, trying to make it better.
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Jayden took his hand, squeezing it tightly. He breathed in deeply before shaking his head. "No, I'm fine." He mumbled, like a liar.
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Chester gently massaged the back of his hand and wrist. ‘No, you’re not. What do you want me to do?’ he asked again, more firmly this time so it was clear he wanted to help him.
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Jayden sighed. "I don't know. It just... Triggered me, I suppose." He curled up into a little ball, sighing. "It's stupid."
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‘No, it’s not stupid. I’m sorry for triggering you,’ Chester said softly, still holding Jayden’s hand. ‘Do you want a hug or for me to piss off?’
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"No it's fine, it's not your fault, you didn't know." Jayden paused. "Don't piss off." He mumbled.
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‘I know, but I’m still sorry. I shouldn’t have invaded your boundaries,’ Chester said gently. ‘So do you want a hug or no?’
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"You didn't know they were. You asked, for Christ's sake." Jayden didn't answer, pausing for a moment before wrapping Chester in a tight hug.
(aaand I gtg now sorry) -
(You’re all good, I need sleep lol)
Chester exhaled softly, holding him close. He wrapped his arms around Jayden’s torso and just held him, whispering into his ear, ‘I know. But don’t beat yourself up over it, please.’ The feeling of Jayden being in his arms was amazing, and he could feel the butterflies in his stomach.
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