100 days of sunlight
Thread Topic: 100 days of sunlight
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Connor smiled and ran a hand through Evan's hair, pressing their bodies together.
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Evan smiled softly into the kiss, tilting his head slightly.
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Connor pulled back after a moment to catch his breath, sighing with content. "God, I lo-" He quickly stopped himself, his face heating up. It's too soon for that, right? I- I can't say it yet, can I?? No, I'll just- I'll just scare him away-
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“Huh?” Evan said, furrowing his brows.
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"Uh, nothing- nothing," Connor spoke quickly, his hands shaking as he moved away a little.
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Evan frowned, watching Connor for a moment. “What’s wrong?”
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"Nothing! I promise, I just-" Connor exhaled softly, laying on his back. "Nothing, sorry..." No, you're f---ing this up already! Why did you have to go and almost tell him you love him?!
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“You sure? Was it something I did?” Evan said, slightly worried. “Because you were completely fine and then you weren’t-“
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"No! No, it's not you- I-I was just about to say something- to say something really dumb-" Connor let go of Evan and stared at the ceiling, his mind swirling as he began scratching at the back of his hand. "I'm sorry-"
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“There’s no reason to be sorry,” Evan said softly, laying on his back next to Connor. “I just- I hope you know I won’t judge you no matter what you wanna say.”
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Connor exhaled shakily, nodding a little. "No, I- I do know that, I just- I dunno, it feels too soon- But I-" He groaned, covering his face with his hands. "I'm not making any sense, am I?"
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“Uh, not really,” Evan said, furrowing his brows but continuing to look at the ceiling. “But you don’t have to if you don’t wanna.”
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"But I want to tell you-" Connor said with exasperation in his voice, rolling onto his side and burying his face in Evan's shoulder. "It's- I don't want you to think I'm clingy or- or rushing this, or a- a freak-" He covered the rest of his face with his arms, his breathing becoming erratic.
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“Woah, Connor, breathe,” Evan said, wrapping his arm around Connor and holding him close. “I don’t think you’re any of those things- well, a freak, that’s a whole different, thing-“ he teased quietly. “Okay- not the right moment, but I won’t be mad, okay?”
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Connor exhaled shakily, his trembling hands clinging to Evan's shirt. "I- I just, don't want to mess th-this up, and- and make you seem l-like I'm rushing our r-relationship, because I-I love you so much and I d-don't want to scare y-you away..." He spoke nervously, not even fully registering what he just said.
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