because i liked a boy
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Thread Topic: because i liked a boy
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imsoclueless Senior(xD)
"Yes, you may," the guidance counselor replied, nodding. "If you have any other questions or concerns, please don't hesitate to ask, okay?" -
“Yeah, thanks,” Nick said softly, standing and walking out of her office and back to her class. He was glad to know Karl was okay, but… was he really okay? He also hated that he had been so useless in helping Karl. And he didn’t even notice that it had gotten that bad. He kind of hated himself for it.
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imsoclueless Senior(do you wanna ts to the when they meet up?
also i may have to leave here in a bit for rehearsals, womp womp-
lmaoo) -
(uhhh sure yeah :)
and aww okay :’ )
Nick sat in the waiting room of the mental hospital Karl had been staying at, his leg bouncing nervously. It didn’t look anything like he expected, more like a senior home than those all white insane asylums you see on TV. He didn’t know what he was going to say to Karl. Honestly, he was kind of mad at his boyfriend for leaving with absolutely no explanation. He understood why, but he can’t stop himself from being hurt. -
imsoclueless Senior(yeah, big sad :')
but i gotta u^u)
One of the nurses at the institution called for Nick and gestured him to the door she stood at, smiling warmly. She opened the door and Karl looked up, seeing Nick walk inside. A wave of joy, relief and guilt washed over him and he jumped up from his seat, moving towards him. "Hi," he said with a smile, trying not to sound as nervous as he felt. -
(well i hope you have fun :))
Nick smiled a little, opening his mouth to say something, but he couldn’t bring himself to respond. He didn’t know what to feel. He cleared his throat, wringing his fingers behind his back. “How- how are you?” -
imsoclueless Senior(ty ty u^u
taking a quick break, then i'm back to it lol)
"A lot better than I was before," Karl said with an awkward chuckle, smiling. "I- I'm so sorry I just, left without so much as an explanation- Seriously, that- that was such a dumb mistake, but- I needed to do this, to come here, for mine and everyone else's sake." -
(ooo okay get it lol)
Nick nodded a little bit. “Why- why didn’t you leave any explanation? Like, not even a note?” He asked softly, before shaking his head. “So- sorry, that was a… selfish question. I’m glad you’ve gotten better.” -
imsoclueless Senior(i'm back for two seconds, and now i go off to service lol)
"No, it's not selfish, I- I really should have explained in some way, but- my mind was just racing and I- I had to do something before I did something, y'know- really bad..." He exhaled and moved closer to Nick, wrapping his arms around him. "I missed you so much, Nick~" -
(oh okay gotcha lol)
Nick hesitated for a second, wrapping his arms around Karl. “Okay. I understand. I’m sorry you felt that way.” He pressed a kiss on the side of his boyfriends head. -
imsoclueless Senior(am back-
i'll be disappearing for a bit for my ride home then i may be on before i go eep lol)
"It's okay, I- I've been talking to a therapist, and doing things that are helping me, a lot," Karl replied, resting his head on Nick's chest. "I'm definitely doing better. Not amazing, but better." He exhaled, listening to his boyfriend's heartbeat for a moment. "I uh, may have figured out why I- Why I don't eat much throughout the day. I mean, I kind of had an idea, but-" -
(oki doki 👌)
“And whys that?” Nick asked quietly, holding Karl close and rubbing his back. He kept him tightly, as if Karl would break or run away if he didn’t. -
imsoclueless Senior"I guess I just, didn't fully realize what it was until now, but- I have anorexia," Karl explained, clutching Nick's shirt in his hands. It's an eating disorder, like, relating to body dysmorphia, I guess? I- It's why I never ate, because I always felt like I-I had to monitor everything I ate, o-or how much-" He sighed as he leaned closer into his boyfriend's hold, closing his eyes for a moment. "It used to be really bad, but it seemed to get better, so I thought I would be okay. Then it got bad again. But! But, I'm doing good now, I- I have a whole schedule of when a-and what I eat, I'm- I'm doing better, I promise~"
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Nick nodded slowly, trying to wrap his head around it, and focus on the fact that Karl was getting better. “Okay, yeah, that makes sense , now,” He said quietly. He was starting to dissociate, he didn’t quite know he was, but it was something that started the morning Karl had left. “I’m glad you’re doing better, honey, I missed you so much.”
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