blizzard, pookie ;))
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“No!” Nick exclaimed, bumping his head against the wall his bed was against. “You don’t f---ing understand! I don’t think I can! I’m not allowed to after her!”
“Woah, okay, pause,” Clint put his hand in between Nicks head and the wall, pulling the distressed ravenette away so he would hopefully not hurt himself. “Have you been doing that a lot?”
“No,” Nick mumbled, momentarily leaning against the physical touch before moving away. “Guys, can you please stop pitying me? For the love of God, I’m a grown man I can do whatever I want.” -
imsoclueless Senior"We're well aware you're an adult, but you're clearly hurting," Clay said, leaning closer to Nick. "I know she hurt you, but- I think if you can talk about it with Karl, and go see a therapist like we told you to, you can work it all out."
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“No, Karl will never understand!” Nick retorted, ignoring Clay’s comment about getting a therapist as he glared at the dirty blonde. “He has loving, supportive parents, and he’s has basically everything handed to him, and all I have is a dead f---ing mom and a kinda s---ty stepdad!”
“Woah, what are we, chopped liver?” Clint said, chuckling quietly, stopping as Nick glared at him. “Jeez, tough crowd. But Nick, we know how much you hate the idea of it, but you seriously need a therapist. Like, look at yourself? When was the last time you showered? Ate? All because you said ‘I love you’ to your boyfriend? That’s.. not normal, Nick. It’s not, and it shouldn’t be.”
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imsoclueless Senior"And we may not have been through what you have, nor do we fully understand the hurt you're experiencing, but we want to help, to understand. Karl wants to help and understand, but he never will if you keep ghosting him and blocking him out, alright??" Clay said, standing and crossing his arms. "So, don't start with the 'You wouldn't understand!' s---, because yes, maybe we don't, but we want to. We don't want you to be in pain for the rest of your life, Nick- We want you to be happy, and you seemed so f---ing happy with Karl..." He sighed, running a hand through his hair as he looked down at the floor anxiously.
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“I know, and I feel like s--- for not talking to him,” Nick mumbled, finally sitting up a little. “But I don’t think I- I don’t want to talk him right now. I don’t think I can.”
“Nick, oh my God-“ Clint rubbed his face. “Karl called me, like, an hour ago, I don’t know how he even got my number, now that I think about it- but, he was so f---ing scared for you. He was basically crying to me on the phone- because he was so worried for you. Thats love, Nick. Actual love.” -
imsoclueless SeniorClay nodded, sitting down beside Nick. "Did your ex even do that whenever she was worried about you? No. Come on, dude, he loves you. So f---ing much, Nick.
(going brainded, worm on string is taking over my brain lmaoo) -
Nick squeezed his eyes shut at the mention of his ex. “I know, I know. I’ll… talk to him at some point.” He said quietly. “Okay. When? Sometime today?” Clint asked.
Nick pulled his knees into his chest. “No. I don’t know.
(me too kinda lmaoo) -
imsoclueless SeniorClay sighed and wrapped an arm around Nick, squeezing his brother's arm. "We're not gonna pressure you, but you really should message or call him. Especially if he's beating himself up with worry."
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“At least just text him,” Clint said. “It can be a rediculously short text. Like, ‘it’s not your fault’, or ‘i’ll talk to you soon’. And, please, turn off the stupid driving thing Dad set up for you-“
“s---, I didn’t know that was still there,” Nick mumbled, leaning onto Clay a little bit. “I’ll turn it off later.” -
imsoclueless SeniorClay held Nick close, rubbing his arm. "I think you should do it now, but don't push yourself. Take a minute, take a deep breath, do whatever you need to calm down."
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Nick took a shaky breath, rubbing his eyes a little. “I don’t even know where my phone is. It’s somewhere in my room, but I haven’t touched it in a little while.
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imsoclueless Senior"I think I saw it on your dresser," Clay replied, looking over. "Oh, never mind, that's your wallet- Jesus, I'm blind as f---," he said with a chuckle.
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Clint walked over to the door, switching the lights on and searching for Nicks phone. Nick covered his eyes at the sudden light, letting his head fall onto his knees. “I got it,” Clint said, passing it to Nick. He hesitantly picked it up, going to Karl’s contact. He saw all the texts he had missed from his boyfriend, tears instantly welling up in his eyes. “f---, I hate myself, what’s wrong with me-“ He said, tears streaming down his face as he let his head fall onto his knees again.
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imsoclueless Senior"It's not your fault, and he's not upset with you," Clay said, wrapping his arm around his brother again. "Just message him, it'll ease his anxiety so much, even if you just say one word. He wants to know you're okay, dude."
(vote for my poll i'm abt to make, i need a name for mah worm on a string lmfaoo) -
(okay lmaoo)
After a moment, Nick nodded, lifting his head and grabbing his phone. He typed in his message and sent it quickly.
im sorry for worrying you i’m okay
“See? That’s all,” Clint said, reaching over and ruffling Nicks hair gently. “So, now that that’s done, let’s take care of you. When was the last time you ate and drank?”
“Um, when I saw Karl’s parents? I’ve had water since then, but,” Nick said, wiping the tears away from his eyes and sniffling quietly.
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