Can someone please talk to me?
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Thread Topic: Can someone please talk to me?
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OKay. But I don't think I'll ever find 'true love', and I don't think I ever want to. I want something of greater value to me. Not possesions or anything, just something that will keep me happy through out my life.
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I know that feeling dude. I know the feeling of having no one to hold. not having a special someone in your life you can just be with.
but once again, trust me. one day everything will just click. and you wont have to be lonely anymore.
i dont know if it will work for you but im going to tell you a little warning sign i got.
when did you start feeling the lonelyness?
did you meet anyone one around that time that you just instantly became friends with? -
I'm not sure...I just, well, I've always felt lonely, as early in my life as I could remember. As a child, no one ever wanted to play with me, or even talk to me. No one was there for m. And my parents, they were just there to give me food, shelter, clothing. Pretty much just to suport me so that I could live. And as I grew, I still felt the lonlyness. I had dated a few girls, but they were only attracted to me, they had never really wanted to hear what I had to say. And when they got bored with me, they threw me away.
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But there was something that kept me company, I don't know how or why, it just did.
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Sorry to hear that Hikaru.. :\
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I had been single for nearly 4 years. back in 6th grade i dated a girl who was just more of a friend to me. she would come over and we would literally sit there and play mario cart.
then last summer i met Lyssa. we dated for about 2 months and i realized that since she lived across the country, things would be very hard. and that there was probably no chance that i would ever see her.
shortly after her i met Taylor. she still lived out of state but she was ALOT closer. we dated for about 2 weeks then she dumped me and started dating another kid from her neighbor hood in the same day.
after that i was very depressed. I realized that i had always been lonely and that I already missed someone i could tell i love you to. about a week before that my best friend broke up with her boy friend and me being the dumb--- that i am, asked her out. she said no after a week and i spent another month trying to fix things there.
then i met my current girlfriend. she lives a bit further away than taylor did but her and i know each other better than most people know themselves. she is very layed back and has alot of the same interests as me. we get together great and her family is coming up to visit sometime soon.
so i have come to realize the fact that no one that lives anywhere near me likes me as anything more than a friend. and that most people who love me i may never be able to hold.
so i have long distance relationships. i may not be able to hold the person i love and care about, but at least i can tell them how much they mean to me. and even though it doesnt go away, the lonely feeling doesnt hurt as bad... -
I thikn the lonlyness just needs to be filled, and people don't really work. I think I just need to do what I love in life and try to keep up with everything.
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Hallo.
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hey ILM.
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Hey.
But I just want things to go at a steady pace, on that suites me. -
what i love doing is being with people i care about. so if i live the rest of my life in long distance, short term, relationships that end up crashing and burning at the end, so be it.
but i hope this one doesnt.... because i think this one has hope. -
That's true Hikaru,
Hi ILM, is it ok if I call yuu Rosey? Ehh maybe not. -
Imma read the thread so I can join you guys.
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I've never been in a relationship, what's it like. bTW I'm only 12.5 so yaa..
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Ya. You no, I want to do what I love with other people who love doing the ame thing. I can really relate. We could be together all the time, then party all we wanted.
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