"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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hating my body again…
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i miss her…
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still miss her, but doing okay
god, it’s hot as balls here at my grandma’s house tho- -
reminds me of that day at this theme park- god, i’ll never get it out of my head, i felt so embarrassed and bad, and i just wanted to tell that person that i’m so proud of her for still fighting and that i hope they’re doing well and that they have a fun day-
BUT NOW THEY PROBABLY THINK I’M A JUDGMENTAL WEIRDO- f--- -
gah, i need to stop overthinking it-
i felt so bad :’) -
just almost had a f---ing panic attack bc i couldn’t get pinterest to download-
literally almost started crying- wtaf -
literally having a f---ing mental breakdown bc mc is broken and won’t let me LOG INTO MY DAMN MC ACCOUNT-
so either it’s down for everyone, mc isn’t working, or my account got hacked- fml :’) -
stressing bc my dad’s not changed which songs specifically i’m singing and learning on guitar-
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hating my body, again- :’)
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i wish i could stop doing some of the things i do, but like- it’s so hard and it- it feels good to do it? but like, i feel so guilty abt the thing but can’t stop still, as much as i try myself…
i wish i could just, be better, ig? idfk, dude… -
i mean, my parents know i’ve done smth similar in the past, but like, there’s not really anyone i can talk to abt this- no do i feel comfortable what-so-f---ing-ever talking to my parents abt this, nor anyone else, because i’m terrified i’ll be shamed or f---in’, like, idk- everyone gets weirded out? idfk, and like, everyone talks abt like, oh, ik exactly what you’re dealing with, i’ve been there, i’ve been in the same place, you’re not gross or weird or anything- but like, i still feel like it, and ppl still will judge and be hypocritical because we’re people- we’re humans and that’s how we work. i just, wish i wasn’t like this.
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i just feel so disgusting, honestly…
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currently trying not to bawl my f---ing eyes out rn…
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i can just be a good f---ing daughter for ONCE in my GODDAMN LIFE???
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i’m literally so disgusted with myself and my lack of f---ing awareness and drive-
GET A f---ING JOB, GET YOUR LICENSE, GROW THE f--- UP, YOU LITERAL PIECE OF s---!!!!!!!
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