"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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i hate myself so f---ing much…
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Hey, the fact that you’re worried you’re not a good daughter pretty much says in itself that you’re a good daughter. Do you need to talk about anything particular?
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i’m just f---ing terrified of growing up, of going to get a job and get my license, of one day going off to college and/or moving out, and my parents, specifically my mom, are kind of rushing me? i’m like, this is exactly why i took a gap year, so i could take that time to work on getting a job and stuff, but no- it’s like she wants me working and driving and stuff by the end of summer, which is like, the day of my birthday-
i’m just so sick of this because she’s trying to act like i’m an adult and i need to be doing all these adult things, and yet she still treats me like a child, doesn’t f---ing trust me one bit and gives me NO f---ING PRIVACY- i’m LITERALLY almost an adult! like omfg, i’m so tired and it’s so hard not to just, break down into tears rn. -
I get that. And it’s completely okay you’re scared of doing that. Like your parents shouldn’t try to force you to, especially if it’s your gap year, that’s literally the point of a gap year- to relax and take time off work. And if you’re not an adult yet you technically don’t need to be doing all that stuff? And you shouldn’t be rushing into things either, people need to think about what kind of career they want, and it’s a big decision to make.
Fr, like if you want someone to act like an adult, treat them like one. It’s okay to cry -
i feel f---ing sick, now…
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i just want to scream and cry and break things but ik i can’t do that bc they’ll just get upset…
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that’s literally what i’m f---ing saying, but i can’t f---ing argue bc i’m not supposed to.
i want to f---ing scream, honestly -
i need blizzard…
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i’m so scared, honestly- i wanna voice my opinions, but what i they get mad at me?
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i feel like s---…
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i need a better distraction…
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really kinda wish i had that rubberband, iykwim…
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and the worst part is, i feel so f---ing guilty, bc ik all she wants is the best for me, but i know what’s good for myself, too- i just need some time to get to working on it, is all-
i need to get my f---ing adderall already or smth, i can’t f---ing do this s--- anymore, i need to be normal and not such a f---in’ spacy, forgetful person… -
i’m so tired…
i miss blizzard… -
maybe music will make me feel better.
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