"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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i'm having a mental breakdown rn,
pinterest broke on my tablet,
i can't connect to my damn hotspot,
wtaf is going on??
if i don't end up getting on much after this, i'm so sorry -
thank f---ing god it worked, holy s----
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we’re okay, nothing’s blocked, nothing’s stopped working-
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just uhm, as a heads up for everyone, i won’t be on as often anymore.
i’m really sorry, i wish that i could be on more often, but with my mom kind of forcing me to get a job and a s--- ton of other things, she’s limiting my screen time on my tablet so i unfortunately won’t be on as much as i’d like.
i’ll keep my rps n stuff going, i think, because i will be able to get on some, it just definitely won’t be as often. i’ll be able to get on more in the evenings, when everyone in my family’s asleep-
midnight-3 am rping for me, ig. -
i feel like such a failure.
everyone else is getting jobs,
everyone else is going off to college,
everyone else has their license,
everyone else is growing up, and maturing and becoming adults-
and then there’s me, a f---ing dumb--- who can’t motivate herself to look into getting a job, to look into what she wants to do for college, to take the initiative and go practice driving and to work hard-
i’m such a f---ing failure, aren’t i… -
sometimes i just hate myself so f---ing much.
i want to get better, i want to get a job and i want to do these things to make myself and my family happy and proud of me, but it all feels so rushed and i’m not prepared and i’m actually scared for my life, but no one understands (at least it feels like no one understands…) -
i can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore without not liking who i see…
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i’m actually f---ing disgusted with myself, honestly…
i want to get a job, i want to go to college, i want to make my parents proud, but they make it so hard to feel like i’m doing things right… -
i’m a terrible person, aren’t i…
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and here i am, ranting abt it on a quiz website, probably all because i just want some f---ing attention…
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i’m sorry, mom and dad, for not being the daughter you want me to be…
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i hate myself so f---ing much…
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i need a distraction…
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i’m just gonna keep eating like the fatass i am…
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i want therapy, and i probably need it, but i’m not gonna go to a therapist when my mom can just ask her abt everything single f---ing thing we talk abt and my therapist tells her-
like, doctor-patient confidentiality who??
hell naw, i’ll wait when i move tf out and can shut you out of my life just a little bit, thank you very much
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