Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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nearly having a breakdown in math is not how i wanted this day to go but whatever
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yk when youre overstimulated and you feel like bugs are crawling all over you and your friends get annoying and the world is way too loud and everything is piling on top of everything else
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Yeah I know that feeling
Do you want to talk about it, or do you want me to leave you alone? -
idk honestly. I've been getting really overstimulated really easily lately and idrk what's been causing it
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I wish I had more friends honestly
Like I have two I’m super close to and I’m just awkward with anyone else. Like most people I’m “friends” with are just my friend’s friends who barely talk to me or people I just talk to and don’t know on that friend level. I get that I’m not super popular and I’m fine with that it’s just when that one friend is away I don’t really have anybody to talk to because I don’t like initiating conversation with people who I barely talk to. I have hopes for next year bc there are a s--- ton of people in my school and classes are changing but that’s what I thought at the beginning of this year and look where that got me-
I don’t get what I’m doing wrong at this point -
I feel s---ty for not being satisfied with the friends I have now tho-
I love them but I don’t want to be lonely 50% of the time. Been there, done that, I’d rather not again. -
It’s just easier to be on your own sometimes but then I feel like a piece of s--- for wanting to be on my own
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Life sucks this s--- isn’t worth it anymore
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bro i hate support teachers
they're the most neurotypical of people you'll ever know which is stupid bc they work with neurodivergent people and when the kid they're supposed to be working with is away, they "help" the class and zero in on the quiet kid doing their work and distract them with their "helping". They're also incredibly rude like i don't want your "help" i want to do my work -
they're literally so bad at their job too
like there's like kid in my engineering class who's neurodivergent, i think he's autistic or smth, and this kid and i are the targets for the dumb teenage boys in our class
i've mainly been left alone this term but he's been getting teased more since people have left me alone and the support teacher will LAUGH ALONG like GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOING
i've had a bunch of neurodivergent kids in my classes in the past few years and if they're having a breakdown in class the teachers will tell them to snap out of it like genuinely wtf
thats why im scared to get tested bc if a neurotypical kid is crying in class something bad has probably happened right but if a neurodivergent kid is they're just being dramatic just genuinely wtf -
so if i do end up having some mental thing i'm sure as hell not telling the school-
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Is there a chance the teachers just don't know how bad it is? I know it's stupid, but there are so many kids with some sort of doctors note over late work and grades, and the school just never bothers to tell the teachers about them so then it seems like their teachers are the worst when in reality they have no clue what's going on. I don't think that's what's happening in this situation from reading it, but like....
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I don’t think so, honestly. I mean, since they’re a support teacher, they’d be specialised in helping kids (specifically neurodivergent ones) who need help in school. From what I’ve seen they just yell or snap at the kids having breakdowns. They probably would’ve gone to university about it too, so either university doesn’t teach you s--- or they’re just ignorant about it. They don’t really help, if you know what I mean, just hover around and tell you when you’re doing something wrong
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i feel so lonely
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i hate this feeling
yk when one bad thing happens and it just put you in a bad mood so you take everything to heart and are just miserable until you go home and start blasting conan gray or smth
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