Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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And then they get mad when you say no like wth ;-;
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I feel so lazy
I don’t have a job and I don’t do sports so I don’t even have an excuse as to why I don’t have a job and I don’t even draw anymore- -
i hate it when my friends see my cuts
sometimes its like way to hot to wear a jumper (especially the school jumper and sweaters aren't allowed) so i'll usually hide them with bracelets
but then the bracelets ride up and i hate worrying my best friend it makes me feel so bad -
she drew butterflies on my them
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Awwww
I know the feeling but that's actually so sweet that she drew butterflies on them -
yeah. we have this thing where we draw butterflies on sh scars/cuts to "help" them heal and we can't wash them off or yk yk until they fade
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I love that lmao
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Yeah lol
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I actually had a somewhat good day today then my parents said those stuff and now I want to rot in bed forever
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Today was obviously less than perfect but I was eating, I felt good about myself and my friendships, I didn’t get harassed, classes were easy, then that happened and now I hate everything so like funsies ig
Idk I hate how my parents can say one negative thing and completely ruin my day.
I’m trying so hard not to overshare and trigger anybody lol -
I don’t really wanna sleep tonight
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hating myself~
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I hate my new English teacher so much istg
She made a new seating plan and put me at the front of the class, sitting next to TWO of the people who have openly harassed me in front of her
She targeted me all lesson because she doesn’t like that I draw during class (it’s a coping tool that stops me from zoning out) like throwing questions at me every five minutes all while the two dickheads were making s---ty comments -
Seriously tho none of my other teachers have problems with me doodling during class (heck my geography/history teacher encourages it) except her
Like I pay attention during class and my teachers know that, it’s a coping tool when I’m doing it for funsies and helps me pay attention to what people are saying instead of zoning out and missing half the lesson
Like who cares about being harassed and made rude comments about let’s get mad at this kid who hasn’t spoken all lesson for doodling Bill Cipher and a random clown -
At least my new therapist is nice
He said he agrees my school has a really toxic environment which makes things very hard for a depressed queer kid (he didn’t say that last part I am just a self proclaimed depressed queer kid)
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