Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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My mum: is your social battery dead after you hung out with your friends?
Me: yeah
Her: *proceeds to lecture me about every thing I did wrong that day even though I wasn’t even in the house most of the day* -
Hot take but feminists aren’t feminists unless they believe in gender equality if they believe that men are inferior to women that makes them sexist not a feminist
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facts
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Real
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I just feel so unloved lately. Unwanted. Why would people even want to be friends with me? Why would people not hate me? I don’t even know what I did wrong. I thought it was just me being antisocial. Just me being a quirky lil introvert bc I so quirky and different (I went through a faze in fourth grade. I remember it distinctly. 10 year old me having barely any friends). But it’s to the where now I’m isolated and I don’t know how to people. It’s like I’m just existing now. Like I’m just here. I’m not wanted, I’m not loved, I’m just here. I don’t even know what I did wrong and I’m just alone and I don’t know why
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I’m spiralling so hard I spent phase wrong
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Spelt*
Wow I’m so introverted and cool and quirky -
I just want to leave life. It’s not that I don’t want to be a burden, I don’t deserve to be alive, etc etc, it’s that I just hate being here. What even is the point anymore? I’m always spiralling, always overwhelmed and overstimulated, always anxious but at the same time numb, and it’s so tiring. And who cares I’m going through all this? There’s nowhere to go. There’s the constant fear that my friends don’t care or understand, that my family will get mad, that I’ll be discarded again because oh woe I experience human emotions. At this point I don’t even know if I’m a bad person or not because of all the mixed signals, and sometimes I don’t even get signals. I’m just alone
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well, i had written a long-ass post abt how you’re literally so amazing,
but then i f---ING LOST IT BC I EXITED OUT OF THE THING-
so, i’ll just make another quick one bc you’re awesome and you need to hear this u^u
you didn’t do anything wrong. i promise, you didn’t do anything wrong, and you don’t deserve this s---. you’re seriously such an amazing and strong person, and i’m so proud of you. because guess what? you’re alive. despite all the s--- life has put you thru, you’re here, and i, and so many other people, believe it or not, are so, so, so thankful for that amazing news. you’re such a strong person and i’m so proud of you. and i promise, you’re one hundred percent not the only person who feels this way. you’re not alone, i promise. i’ve been there plenty of times. and i’m f---ing forgetting what else i had written down, but if you ever need someone to talk to, i’m always here so please don’t hesitate to ask if i can chat or even just listen to you rant abt smth, okay? ilysm mate (platonically u^u), and i’ll be praying for you :) -
You're not a bad person. You're a good person in a bad situation.
If you ever get thrown out or discarded, I'm sending you a care package because YOU DESERVE TO BE HERE -
thanks guys
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being here is just so much more harder than it needs to be. like from people irl i'm always hearing "it'll get better" but it never does
i thought things would get better when i moved schools, it got worse. i thought things would get better when i got a therapist, it didn't. what even is the point of holding on now if everything sucks and i'm dreading every day? -
There is so much more to this world than school. There is more to this world than people who hate you. There is more to this world than parents who don't know how to parent. This world is an obstacle course, and you've got some obstacles. Do whatever it takes to get past them, but don't quit the race. Got it? (sorry I sound like a motivational poster lol)
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I'm trying, man. but a lot of the time the overthinking becomes too much and i just spiral and like... theres no point if i don't enjoy being, yknow, here
also why does it seem like one of my friends has been avoiding me.. like you've barely spoken to me all day and ik its not bc you're out of it bc you're talking to other people as much as you talk to me.. like i'm being selfish by overthinking this but yeah.. -
i hate this so much
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