Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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I’m going to sound like a selfish brat when I say this, but I need to put it somewhere. She has everything. I had to buy my own phone, she didn’t. I don’t get to celebrate my birthday this year because she has to have her treatment. This trip was supposed to be for me because when my actual birthday day is, my mum is going on a trip so I have to spend my day at the hospital, but she was the centre of attention. And yeah I get it’s not her fault, but she could at least be kind to me. She doesn’t get she has all this so when I try to express it to her I sound selfish because I don’t know how to word it. She doesn’t get how lucky she is that she’s the favourite, even before all this started. Maybe that’s because I’m a bad person and my own parents can see that, but she’s lucky she doesn’t have to deal with that. I hate that people who have this those get they have it
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And yeah I’m aware how selfish that sounds
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Im just tired of supporting people who don’t support me. You vent to me, I help you. I vent to you, your only response is ‘damn that sucks’ then you change the subject. It’s why I come onto a quiz site to vent
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honestly, i get that a lot in some ways- i personally don’t think it makes you all that selfish because yeah, it definitely seems like you’re kind of being pushed to the side. which sucks ass, and i’m sorry you have to deal with this. but seriously, i don’t think you’re being selfish when you say this.
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and the venting thing i get a lot. i always worry that, if i do vent it’ll sound like me complaining abt something that i should be thankful for or sm other bulls---, or that others will be shocked with what they hear i’m dealing with and/or disgusted.
you’re always free to vent to me, i can be an ear for you or give advice (to my best ability) or whatever you need :) -
Thanks. I appreciate it dude :’)
Yeah it’s not so much that I feel like a burden at this point, it’s just ‘I’m trying to vent to you and I need advice why are you changing the subject about your own life’.
Again, thanks -
no problem! :))
i feel that, man- i am always here to (at least try- xD) give some advice if you ever need any~ -
Thanks :)
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you’re welcome!
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I wish I was allowed to cry
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you are allowed to cry, dude- it’s even good for you! releases endorphins or smth science-y lmfaooo
i hate it when people guilt others for being upset or other things, it’s so terrible…
i’m always here if you need a (virtual lol) shoulder to cry on ^^ -
Lol yeah
Thanks -
overthinking
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Christ, I’m so lame
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YOU’RE NOT LAME >:(
you’re awesome :D
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