Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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It’s true tho like who else would I not practise my clarinet with even tho I have a music competition in like four days (it’s fine it’s fine I’ll practise later). Thx pookie, except you should probably start getting sleep. Not that I’m complaining
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Who else would I not study for a huge test worth 50% of my grade with (it's fine, I'm one of the 20 students that got 100% so like) but noooo
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Who else would I slack off in engineering with bc writing is much more interesting than balloon powered cars (that’s so slay love that for you) but yes you’re even more sleep deprived than me at this point
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I like hearing how much my friends wanted to be friends with me. Idk, I feel awkward expressing how much I want to be friends with someone, and idk how to say this without over sharing, but like some of my friends just say how much they like being friends with me so effortlessly, and I’m just like “okay” like why does self doubt even exist sometimes it’s so clear these people don’t hate me 😭
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i feel like such a s---ty friend sometimes, god..
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yeah uh i know where self doubt comes from now smh
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and idk why i'm just so out of it lately like i get burnt out so easily, even if its just been the weekend and when i do i end up distancing myself from my friends and i just feel so bad. like i'll barely talk an entire session and i feel so bad bc at this point i'm just moody and tired when i shouldn't be
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I want to go home and rot in bed but i can't bc I have a therapy appointment this afternoon
at least I'll be one step closer to getting tested for something -
why am i like this
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Because you're amazing
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thanks dude
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transphobic jokes need to be punished more
also i talked to my therapist yesterday and she said i shouldn't judge myself so harshly bc i don't judge other people and it should be different for me and everyone makes mistakes yada yada ya but like... im a jerk -
Agreed
Alexi, you aren't a jerk. You're one of the nicest people I've ever talked to -
Yeah
Thank you. But I hate seeming out of it around my friends because I don’t want them to think I hate them, then hate me -
They don't think that. I do the same thing with my friends. At worst, they just get worried that you're not comfortable, which isn't ideal, but its definitely not them going"OHMYGODYOUHATEUS"
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