Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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and using my coping tools isn't possible because im not allowed my f---ing phone out..
and some dumb--- teacher got mad at me for using one of my fidgets -
the world is too f---ing loud, i feel that-
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headache
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At least my mum’s letting me go home early
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Can’t wait till next year when Mondays will only be four hours long and I won’t have to stay at school till 4pm-
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I need my own room
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I hate how my mum is all ‘did you find out why that awful teacher didn’t give you an A’
Like I’m allowed to not be genius and hate science. I got one B that whole semester and I already feel bad, which I shouldn’t, bc my friends are proud of me. I don’t need her up my ass about that -
that’s such an bad thing to say to a child, let alone a child who’s your kid
i definitely feel like my own mom falls into that category sometimes, but i’m just glad she’s not forcing me to have straight A’s
so please, remember school isn’t everything. grades aren’t everything, okay? i don’t care if you have all A’s and clearly your friends don’t, which is great and totally fine! no one’s perfect :) -
Thanks :)
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no problem! :)
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It’s around 10pm and I’m just remembering that time my mum came into my room at like 3am a few weeks ago getting mad at me for shing and I was freakin tired so I told her how bad she made me feel about myself and she just said ‘I know I’m a good parent, so that’s just all in your head’ and I was just sitting there like *well my entire friend group and people not even in my friend group strongly disagree with that statement but like okay*
Like pretty sure good parents don’t stomp into their kid’s bedroom at 3am on a school night to interrogate them about their sh which they’ve already expressed they don’t want to talk about but you do you boo -
uh, yeah, no sane parent f---ing does that- literally, can i just-
*pulls up and snatches you* lol
srsly tho, ngl? she sounds delulu and like she herself needs therapy- and motherf---ing PARENTING CLASSES, like for f---’s sake- like, it honestly feels like gaslighting in a way and i just, am beyond baffled that a parent would treat their child like that. it is 1000% true that some ppl shouldn’t become parents, and ngl, no offense- your mother seems like one of them, juuust a bit-
or she at least needs to become a better listener, like holy f--- -
Yeah
What’s kinda weird to me tho is that some of my friends (not all of them some of us have s---ty parents) will literally tell their parents everything and if I tell my mum half the things they tell theirs like it wouldn’t end well- idk they’d say ‘I told my mum what our pastoral care sub said’ and I’m just sitting here like ‘YOU TOLD HER THAT??’ -
real, honestly-
i’m scared to tell my parents abt literally any aspect of my life? like, for fear of judgement or them taking it away/ruining it for me. like c’mon, just bc i’m your child doesn’t mean i have to act and think and say things the same exact way as you- -
Yeah
I’m sorry for being such a burden just don’t get mad at me..
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