Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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God I feel so unimportant and useless
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I just feel like I’m some kind of pick-me saying this. Like I get drained so easily and I wanna rot in bed… which sounds like the plot of a movie about a cliché neurodivergent. I don’t even know if I’m neurodivergent, but according to my therapist I’m getting high anxiety and might have autism or ADHD. Which would honestly explain a lot, including my inability to make friends when I was younger, and honestly I hope it’s that rather than my personality. Because if hating people and hating talking to most people is part of my personality that probably makes me an a--hole. And there has to be a reason some people hate me. Like people don’t hate people for no reason. I must’ve done something wrong, but I don’t know what…
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Ow
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I love how my mum is surprised when she finds out I sh or I need a therapist then she goes and says things that make me want to sh or make me need a therapist.
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If you’re the parent and I’m the child, don’t be surprised if I start acting like one. And if I’m supposed to be a mature adult, then start treating me like one
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All this pain just to be in a body I don’t want
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There are all these cool people doing cool things with their lives. They’re going to cool events meeting cool people having cool friends and healthy relationships with family
I feel bad that all I’m doing lately is going to school and bedrotting. I’m not doing anything cool with my life. I want to go to concerts and hang out with people and have more friends and more motivation to write my book and have cooler interests
I feel like I’m so lame and I suck because the has to be a reason I’m not all this -
ew why am i like this
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wHy aM i LiKe tHiS, WhY Am I LiKe ThIs, wHy aM i LiKe tHiS, WhY Am I-
I HAD TO, IM SORRY-
also, me hating on myself in a nutshell -
uh okay
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Stop I know that song- also NO HATING YOURSELF EITHER OF YOU, STOP IT >:(
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^^ also clueless sorry for my lack of response, i was overthinking and wasn't sure what to say :')
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it’s okay! i shouldn’t have said it anyways, i was tryna be funny but i can’t read the f---ing room obvi lmaoo
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Dw about it lol, I get it
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i feel like people hate me and its all my fault
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