Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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I texted her “if you’re not the one to start a conversation about this, don’t worry about hearing from me again” and she left me on read omg
Idec if that was rude at this point because she obviously doesn’t care
I’m not wasting my time on someone who doesn’t want me -
Also one of my friends invited me to come with her to the Mother Mother concert ahhhh
I would go but I have therapy that day and there won’t be enough time to drive to the city after. I kinda got over the fact I can’t go tbh, especially because the friend I originally wanted to go with did tHaT. Glad her mum didn’t let her go because it’d just be awkward now. Everything happens for a reason ig
I think I’m gonna go to more conventions next year like that would be fun -
Srsly considering switching schools
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The fact she told our friends that we weren’t friends anymore while I was trying to reconcile tho
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And the fact she didn’t even tell ME she didn’t want to be friends, just treated me like I was the bubonic plague
Like do you want me to read your mind or smtb -
Why do people suck so much
Like just let people do what they want Jesus Christ
The world is such a horrible place sometimes I hate it -
Nothing is working out
I don’t even have real trauma either it’s just “oh yeah I’ve never had a lot of friends so I grew up as an isolated gifted kid since my grades were my only source of validation even though I have mostly loving parents and I also get harassed sometimes for my gender lolz”
I have nothing to be complaining about yet here I am -
That's something to complain about. Regardless of whether it's trauma or not, it's definitely something to unpack
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Ig but still. It’s not like anything super super bad has happened in my life but I’m still spiralling constantly and having panic attacks and breakdowns etc etc
And people have gone through far worse so they have a right to be upset but I just think too fair onto things -
I hate it when my grandma comes over
I know she means well but she’s just invasive and idk her well so she just makes me a little uncomfortable
It’s not her fault it’s just like please don’t touch me or barge into my room
And I share with an 11 year old so maybe don’t complain about the mess but adults just tend to do that in general -
I get that, the whole 'other people have it worse therefore I shouldn't be upset' type feeling. Just because other people have worse circumstances doesn't mean your emotions and miNd mOmEnTs aren't valid
Grandparents are just off. They mean well (usually) but extended family is just invasive by nature
and UGH the messy room comments- I used to share a room with my little sisters so I know the feeling lol -
Fair enough ig. It just feels like I’m overreacting sometimes and being sensitive about s---
Yeah. My grandparents on my mum’s side aren’t like that, but my babi is just a bit weird yk? Like the rocking up uninvited, weird comments, etc. I wouldn’t mind but I get overwhelmed when I don’t get to mentally prepare myself to talk to people
Frr it’s just so annoying like ughh- it’s not my fault I have to share with a stubborn tween -
Nah, it's a pretty normal feeling, from what I know
Ohhh they just spontaneously showed up. That's valid
real like what'd you expect children are messy and we share a living space together you can't expect it to be super duper clean -
Fair lol
Yeah it just seem really weird to do- like you’ve lived in Australia for 50-something years, and idk if that’s accepted to do in Czech Republic, but you’d know aus etiquette by now if it is, right?
Exactly and I wasn’t exactly expecting guests (they usually stay away from our room in general) too so it doesn’t make sense to expect it to be spotless -
Yeah that's true... idk my grandparents sometimes come in unannounced but normally it's just for like 5 minutes because they were around the area and wanted to say hi so it might be just a grandparent thing, but it's still weird
Yeah like don't you know we only clean up when people are invited??
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