Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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It popped up, thanks
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So I sent it a few hours ago, at around 4.30 (pm I’m not a psycho)
My friend still hasn’t responded. It’s 7.20. I know they’re purposely ignoring me bc they’re talking to all our other friends
Why am I the only one trying to reconcile? Like does this friend just not like me because of a stupid debate about us politics? I’ve mulled it over and ik I didn’t do anything wrong because 1) I can’t read minds and 2) don’t bring up topics you hate talking about when you’re confronted about it later like this friend was the one who brought it up again after swimming when I had accepted that they believed in trump and was okay with it and I was okay with it until they brought it up again like the math isn’t mathing -
They’re still ignoring me
Idk what I’m going to do -
I want to just leave it alone and ignore it so bad but it’s been eating at me all day
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Try to talk to her tomorrow and don't bring up politics. Like, at all. It might work
Either way, you did nothing wrong, so don't beat yourself up over it -
Idk honestly. I feel like it is my fault but idk how. Like if you’re uncomfortable with a topic then just don’t be the one to bring it up because if you do then I’ll think you’re comfortable with it…. Idk I feel like an a--hole
Bouta have a breakdown I swear
Why did I think this year would be any different it’s been nothing but s---
If this doesn’t work out I’ll give this school one more term next year, and if that’s s---ty too I might seriously consider transferring like my mum wants me to -
She could've been comfortable with it in person, but once it happened over text she wasn't. Maybe it was the fact that you wouldn't stop talking about it, but regardless, you're not wrong for that, she should've communicated that
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Yeah, maybe. It’s just like idk but she never told me what I did wrong, so what am I supposed to do here? There’s no character development, there’s so boundaries set, it’s just me having to try and read someone’s mind to see what they don’t like about me. Politics is important to me and it might not be for her and that’s okay, but if I’m scared about the future of the world even if it’s because of a political leader you like, as my friend I want you to comfort me, not tell me I’m wrong the next day. Maybe that’s just a me thing or her ignoring me was a cue I missed but I was genuinely worried about her for the 2 days she ghosted me. Like my overthinking thought something might’ve happened but no nothing happened she just didn’t want to talk to me. Which I get ok I get that but she could’ve said something so I wouldn’t think she was kidnapped by a corrupt ungodly entity-
Idk I’m ranting here bc I don’t really have anyone else to rant to and you don’t have to respond to it if you don’t want to -
Idk the only thing that’s been getting through the harassing and bullying is her, my sister and this site. Idk what will happen to my dumb--- brain if I lose her for a reason idek
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You're alg for ranting.
It's definitely not you fault from what I can tell, so don't beat yourself up over what you did, because you didn't do anything
Honestly, if she can't talk this through with you and is ignoring you, it might be a coping mechanism, but it's still not fair of her to do that to you
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