Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thanks
I’ve mulled over it for a bit, and I’m honestly torn. Part of me knows it’s not my fault and the other part just hates me for it
It could be. Idk honestly. Thanks -
I hate how much my mum can read me
She’s mean sometimes but I know she loves me and she knows when somethings wrong so she’s trying to get me to reach out to my friends because “they love you and you need them”
Idk if the first part is true but the second hits too close to home -
I get the being torn feeling. My advice is really s---ty so sorry, but maybe just give it time. She might just need to let off steam...
You're welcome, sorry I'm not able to give better advice lol -
You're alg lol
I think i'm gonna wait till the end of this week before moving on. if she doesn't make an effort to reconcile, im not going to either. i've already apologised, and if she refuses to, i'm not going to grovel for forgiveness. if she thinks this friendship is worth losing over a fight about us politics, maybe its not a friendship worth having, since i know people in all healthy relationships are able to argue, talk about it, come to an understanding, then move on. like ive done my part in making up, now its time for her to do her part, yk? i can't do anything more, so if she ignores me forever, i know (at least a part of me knows) its not my fault -
That's totally fair. It sounds to me like you're making a good decision lol
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thanks lol. it feels better having a second opinion so i know i'm not a huge jerk
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when boys in your class will not stop asking if you have a hole or a pole and act like they're the victim when you say "why, do you want to see it"
if you say cursed things im gonna give you a cursed response also how is it your business whats in my pants
i haven't been asked that in a while and i forgot how horrible it felt to be nonstop interrogated because "i can" because i can just not respond to you and i can also tell the teacher (which i did bc i was fed up and he yelled at them for harassing me lmao) -
Idk who to go to anymore. I used to tell my best friend everything but now idek if she wants to be my friend anymore. Idk if I have anyone and it’s a horrible feeling I feel so isolated
And now something else has come up and idk who to talk to about it -
Jesus christ that's a nightmare I'm so sorry
You can talk to me about it. Ik it's not the same, but still -
That class is just full of stupid teen boys (except one guy I’m somewhat friends with) so you can imagine how often that happens
Thanks. Idk I just don’t want it to seem like I’m a depressed mess if I’m constantly reaching out to you on Goodreads -
That's awful. I'm guessing you reporting it wouldn't do much since if so, you would've done that already, but do you have an adult you trust enough to tell? An adult reporting tends to make something happen
You're not a depressed mess. Go ahead and reach out whenever, idm -
Idk honestly. I don’t tend to report things like this because of that exact reason. Idk not really, I don’t want to worry my mum and I’m not that close with any of my teachers
Thanks lol. I just don’t want to annoy you or anytjitn -
Yeah, that makes sense. I would report it just because it can't make the situation worse, but it's totally up to you. Oh makes sense. Are you still going to therapy? You could tell your therapist...
You're welcome. You're fine it won't bother me :) -
Yeah, I’m probably gonna start doing that if it keeps happening in the classroom. Yeah, I’m still going. I’ve told him about a bunch of stuff that’s happened
Okay, if you’re sure lol. Thanks :) -
Yeah, that's a good idea. Ok, that's good
I am, don't ever worry about annoying me lol. You're welcome :)
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