Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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They were probably just out of it because I found some this morning but I hate “just using water” lol
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Ok but still like what-
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This year has been so f---ing s---ty
Everything’s backfired on me and i constantly feel like s---
Would anyone even care at this point like if I just disappeared and ghosted everyone I know would anybody care?
I’m just spiralling because I feel like nothing can make me happy with my life. I’ll always get overstimulated or overwhelmed or my brain will be stupid and just shut down so I can’t enjoy the things I’ve been looking forward to for forever
Now I’m dreading going back to school and going out with friends for Halloween because people feel so gross right now
And I’m almost certain one of my friends doesn’t like me which is her choice ig but I like her and want to be friends with her and I obviously can’t force her to be friends with me- -
I would care
I get the feeling though, not wanting to talk to people and not knowing if they'd care. I'm sorry you feel like that -
It’s fine, not your fault. Yeah, I just feel so alone sometimes bc my brain is stupid and is like “here have depression and overstimulation lolz”. Thanks
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I get that. You're not alone tho :)
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Thanks man :)
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why does this school actually suck omg
the head of year has started this thing where she puts everyone in the grade on a wheel of names and 5 of them get picked out every day. if these 5 people's uniforms arent perfect or they don't have something they need they get detention
she pulled out 5 names for example and i was so glad i didnt get picked but she yelled at a girl to put her skirt down since it was a bit shorter in front of everyone multiple times
she also yelled at a kid who's socks weren't up to his ankles. like what is like 1500s england why is that such a big deal
like people are dying why is this so important ;-; -
I did the math and 160 people are gonna be picked (there are 350 ppl in my grade which is as much people as there were in my old school last year ;-;) so there IS a chance I don’t get picked
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That's actually insane wtf-
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Exactly- like wtf are we doing
She sounds so excited about it too like this woman is a sadist -
It’s the consciously moving away from me for me
Idk I hope I’m not annoying or smth bc this kid doesn’t seem to like me as much as they did at the beginning of the year
Like at least include me I don’t want tonight to be hell
I end up third wheeling a bunch of the time because this person doesn’t make an effort to include me. I usually wouldn’t be mad but they do it to only me so it’s like I have I done something wrong or do you just not like me -
It’s weird because I’m making an effort to talk to her more and she doesn’t even show me the picture she’s showing the rest of the group
Like it’s a small thing but it’s happened so many times now it just feels really gross and idk what to do -
actually excited for trick or treating tonight
I'm going as Alexi Lovegood and I got my costume from Big W so its obviously crappy but still
child me would be so happy she never got halloween ;-;
and i say she bc i was a girly feminine female girl in fourth grade -
why does my engineering teacher never take me seriously omg
like im sorry i don't know the material before you teach it jeez-
im in a class full of boys too im the only kid here with an F instead of an M next to their name on the roll
i never thought engineering would be such a male dominated subject what if girls want to make mini wind turbines too
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