Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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The friend and I sorted it out but I isolated myself at lunch as a coping tool and without her I don’t really have any friends
Like I do have people I talk to but nobody else I hang out with that much and it’s made me realise how dependent I am on her for daily social interactions and support
And she’s awesome and I get friends argue sometimes and we’ve sorted it out now but it’s like… if I messed up and we weren’t friends anymore I wouldn’t really have anyone and the possibility of going back to that scares me bc last year I was in a really bad place and without her I can’t think of the things I would’ve done to myself
So yeah fun ig -
Like yay I don’t have many irl friends
Maybe it’ll get better next year and I’ll find people bc classes are switching next year but the fact that’s my only hope to making more friends is pathetic as f---
Maybe if I get into the musical I’ll find more people but I honestly don’t really want to be in it if I don’t get a good role. Which yeah makes me sound like a brat but anyway
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