Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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bonkers
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anyone wanna vc lmk, its hard to find vc servers in apeirophobia
in doors it’s just childs screaming like banshees 😭🙏 -
i hate looking back, it just adds on to that guilt and fear of being a bad person
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everyone was so worried and i just blank posted and completely ignored it. didn't even apologize, nothing
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i just went on with it and then got confused when nobody was speaking to me
i dont understand my mindset. i really hate it, knowing that was the person i was
literally, i was so selfish and apathetic. i only cared about myself and it hurts to see -
bruh is 1 am and my braincell is only functioning on caffeine rn fr
def need sleep but nawr -
needa get up before 6 too bc school, so glad i have the leftover coffee tho otherwise id be having an existential crisis
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parents are still gone, they’ll probs be back tmrw, they said like around night so it’s chill
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i feel so embarrassed about myself, im not sure if im being annoying and should back off or if it’s some other unknown mysterious cause. but it almost seems like every time i do something nice for people, by making sure they don’t get criticized by other people, by complimenting them, by not leaving them out of the conversation, by listening to them, i just get backhanded with something that just makes me doubt myself
a friend of mine complimented me, but in the form of an insult. it hurts more than it tells because you just think on it for hours just simply pondering what you did wrong. usually i don’t think much on these things and instead try to focus on better things that’ll matter in the long run, but it doesn’t help that this entire week has been trash and ive felt annoying beforehand -
it’s not necessarily the insult I’m the form of the compliment that stung because i could take some criticism if it’s valid towards self improvement since i do still need to work on development, but it’s the fact that what someone says is what they think, and it’s the fact that they didn’t even care to say it bluntly, they just ‘disguised it’
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i think maybe im overreacting but im really tired of people being rude for no reason, just in general and i wish they’d just tell me ‘my problems’ in private rather than trying to humiliate me
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i do think i did at least act appropriately in the moment, though. ive dealt with backhanded compliments before thankfully, so the best reaction is to not give a rise. i just acknowledged it and let the conversation end for the time being
now im just thinking on it. im not sure why they’d say that, we’ve been genuinely fine in conversations, and haven’t had any real problems
maybe im being hypersensitive (once again), since i can take criticism in the moment but i will most definitely be thinking on it later even if i try not to. ill try not to think about it, maybe they were just letting me on abt smth i need to work on :) they could have just told me in private because that would have been a much more reasonable circumstance but i really don’t want to think about it much deeper than that -
i needa get school done anyway
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bruh watching white paint dry on a white wall is more interesting than math
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YARR, THEM SCALY SCOUNDRELS HEARKEN EACH TALE, ALAS THEM CLEVER PROWESS HAS OFT BEEN DOWNPLAYED
THEY'ST NOT A'DUMB AS WE COMMONFOLK BELIEVE; THEY'ST EVOLVE, LAD, AND ONE DAY DOTH WILL SURPASS ALL O' THE BIG GUY'S CREATIONS IN BOTH WISDOM AND WIT
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