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I'll get my high school diploma, and that's all I want. That's my dream. And I can't mess it up if I'm dead.
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I think...these will be my last posts before I go. Whether it be into the afterlife or into a mental hospital/ER
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No, I need to go to school. I can't go to the hospital.
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I don't know what to do. I'm so close to ending it all but I can't risk surviving. But I'm so scared. I don't want to miss school.
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I can't believe I tried that
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I hate it when people say I'm pretty, I know it's a lie. I feel like a corpse with no eyes, teeth sticking out, blood everywhere, with a mutilated body.
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hey are you alright?
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Yeah, I'll be fine
I'm just so exhausted from all of the self blame, but it's easier to accept that than the truth. Yet again, I don't want my parents to take responsibility for their actions, because I can just fix it by blaming myself instead -
I'm just so alone. I can never really tell anyone how I feel, because it feels like that doesn't matter. Nothing really matters anymore.
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What is there left for me to do? When I'm happy, I lose control and want to kill myself. When I'm sad, I lose control and want to kill myself. It's not like anyone outside my family will miss me.
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I'm so boring. There's nothing interesting about me. I'm replaceable. Nobody needs me. I should've died a long time ago. Nothing makes me happy.
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Sometimes when I hear stories of me when I was little, it almost shocks me. It's like remembering a dead relative. And along with my inner child, I should go under.
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I wonder, what will they say about me at my funeral?
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Maybe tonight is the night.
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Here we go again....
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