Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Ok, I'll try that. Also, I'm kinda feeling better Ig, just my throat is messed up a bit but it's better
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Surprisingly and sadly, I'm still alive, just feeling like trash cuz I'm sick
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My friend said that this describes my whole personality lol, I don't understand what they see that I don't:
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I can see a sweet, loving, thoughtful person here and I am happy to announce it is you
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Aww, thank u so much and your as much of a sweet, loving, thoughtful person as well and everyone loves having you around all the time :D
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If every tear I shed a day would add up to something; it would add up to river where I can drown
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I always wonder how long it will take me to disappoint others the thousandth time
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You've never disapointed me once.
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Thank u...but I've still been disappointing people and failing often. I feel like I won't be able to do anything good in life and at this point, I should and do have many fears of living any longer
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I feel like I'm slowly falling into a deep hole of depression where there's no way out other than death and all left is emptiness and fear
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Depression makes you very sad;
It changes your emotions, makes you do things you wish you didn't but when you look back, it's too late to change anything;
Makes interesting things less interesting;
Healthy, full sleeping, non-stressed people turn sick, tired, and stressed people;
Has you feeling unloved and before you know it, your mistakes make you unloved;
Makes you want and claim to be alone when in reality...you really don't want to be;
And it makes you feel empty but not really know what will take up all your emptiness.
You truly know how broken you are when you fake your laugh, smile, and happiness and miss the old bright you; the gone you. And your the most broken when you can say that all the pain...it's all normal and your used to it. I have accepted my fate and now know....it's okay not to be okay and it's okay to never heal and to say your alright and used to it. Even if it's not okay, I do it every day and I still feel like killing myself. Changing anything won't help and trying won't either. I should just die and stay that way. I was a mistake and all I am is jealous that other's don't need to live off of pain and math and can be happy and not starve themself to live! I just want to be normal and perfect...but I know I can't and will never be. That's why I should pass... -
And depression also makes crying every day normal, even if it's a year. I add crying times to my daily schedule often
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Ugh-this is so frustrating! If all they're going to do is come and harass me then run away, what's the point?! Just go away if you don't like me-IT'S THAT SIMPLE!!! Like what the heck did I do wrong and what makes you attracted to putting me down?!
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Hey :)
If someone is interfering with your life in a negative way, ignore it. I know it can be hard, but they most likely just want your reaction. You’re a strong person, I know this; if you can fight your fight without a scar on either person, then I’d be even more proud of you. ❤ -
Ok, thanks, and I'll try to not let it get to me
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