Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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They tell me not to worry abt them but how can I not worry abt them?! They're acting different in a negative way and I hate not being able to do anything bc of being so useless!
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You alright ?
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Sonic Tails Lf are you ok
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Nope, I'm honestly never ok. I'm stressed and got a million of things on my mind but I'll try to work things out somehow
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If you want to talk lmk
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Ok-I think I'm fine right now.
Just kinda mad bc someone is stressing me out at the moment (It's NOT anyone on here so dw about that. Y'all chill 😎) -
Bruh there's this one person who keeps throwing my feelings and what I want out the bus for what they want all the time. It's not like I'm telling them to do something, I'm just asking if I can't do that thing due to my feelings and thoughts right now and all they do is brush it off and say "Anyway"
I feel like they're kinda just using me for this stupid collab thing cuz that's all they ever frickin talk abt -
Also...I woke up this morning from a nightmare that resembles my reality and I honestly don't want to go back to sleep.
But on a good note, 4 people said they cared abt me today...don't know why they care abt me but they do -
My mom is trying to throw away some old pet stuff I have but I honestly don't want her to...it's not that I want it to keep it for another pet of the same species, it's just bc I keep holding on to the memories with them and I miss them but me missing things is normal. Easy to lose things than it is to forget
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It's fine. I got some things in life. Depression. Suicidal thoughts. A fake smile. Divided family. Jerky brother. Stress. Bullies. Insecurity. Alone time that I just call "Calming time." So many problems. And myself with tears
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Someone knew my bday was this week and told me to kill myself on that day.
Oh god.
They really don't know how much I wanna do that but am trying not to -
Dang. I slept a lot today. Wow, kinda weird 0-0
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Ugh...but I still have to do all this dumb HW though. And I totally hate school. All I do is go there to be alone, laughed at, stressed, and fearing my life cuz they don't got one frickin doctor at my school.
And I was even trying not to cry during class today. Not sure what came over me, I just felt like crying but smiled and laughed it off -
And my brother is getting on my last nerve. Like bro, shut the heck up, no one cares how much you wanna throw me off a roof. Don't we all?
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Eh, it's ok. I'll just use humor to seem ok to everyone. It usually works but even my mom is picking up on things. Pfft-like she'd care anyway. She doesn't even know or understand me. And even if she were to talk to me abt my feelings, what would she do? Help or lie/yell in my face like she always does?
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