My Venting Thread
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Thread Topic: My Venting Thread
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Your true colors
True colors are beautiful -
Not according to my mother they’re not.
Not to my father.
Not to my church.
Not to my friend.
Not to anyone... -
That’s why I cry myself to sleep
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You okay, Cinnamon? I'm here for you <3
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I’m not sure if I am right now, but thanks <3
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Sh1t
My emotions are stirred up
From last night
They kept guessing that it was Lies.
It totally could be him
Unless I missed something when reading over what everyone was talking about last night
All the mentions of his name
I had to force myself not to cry
Because then my family would see
But I was crying on the inside
I cried myself to sleep last night to
It was because of frustration though
And of passion as well
How could I not be hurt?
I told him that I loved him, and he just... ignored me... -
OMG I MEANT TO TYPE PAIN NOT PASSION WHAT THE HELL
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Hey, you don't seem okay
*hugs* <3 -
*huggles* <3 yeah I don’t feel like I am
Thanks Epsi -
I-
I-
I-
I can’t do it
I feel my pain everywhere
I can feel myself aching
My heart the most... -
I’m so stupid
I told you not to get so fücking attached
And you didn’t listen to me, did you
Because every time you get attached, you get stabbed... -
No
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t do it
Please... -
Why do I do it?
Why do I check the quiz every damn day to see if he said anything?
I know he’s not gonna say anything
Nothing
But I do it anyways
Why?
...I think it’s because I’m hurt, but I still love him...
And I still have that flicker of hope that everything will be ok
I’m so stupid
I should just blow the stupid flicker of hope out
Because hops is for suckers
It always blows up in your face... -
*hope is for suckers
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“I love you and I don't want to” -I Love You by Billie Eilish
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