My Venting Thread
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Thread Topic: My Venting Thread
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I can't stop listening to the song
And that means that I can't stop crying
Good thing I'm talented at hiding it -
My true colors are beautiful
My mom doesn't seem to think so... -
I was working on this last night -
I can’t do it.
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t
I can’t -
My church’s weekly zoom Young Women’s class just finished. They talked about how men and women fit perfectly together. They were made to go together and a family can only be beautiful if it’s overseen by a man and woman together. But to make it worse, my mom wanted to listen to the lesson with me. So I couldn’t show emotion. I wanted to just break down and sob my heart out right there while listening to it, but I couldn’t.
It looks like if I marry someone who isn’t a man, my family will never be beautiful -
I will never be beautiful ever again.
My family won’t love me if I tell them.
If they don’t love my sexuality, they don’t love me.
I’m useless.
I’m unloved.
I don’t belong.
I’ll never belong. -
I had to lie right in my mother’s face telling her that I didn’t have any thoughts on the lesson
BUT I HAD A MILLION THOUGHTS
THEY MADE ME WANT TO f---ING BREAK
AND YOU AGREE WITH THEM, I KNOW YOU DO
If I had told you the truth, you would never love me again, would you...? -
I don't know if this belongs in my venting thread but-
...how do you tell someone you like them when you're convinced that they like you as a hardcore friend only? I just gave advice on confessing to someone, but I'm doubting my chances if I confessed. I feel like a big hypocrite -
oh GODS I CAN'T SAY A WORD TO THEM WITHOUT FEELING UNEASY INSIDE
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Every time I see that they've posted somewhere, I immediately click on the thread so that I can see what they've posted, even if they're talking to someone else. It's just like wanting to hear your crush's voice all the time...
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They meant every goddamn word... great to hear I guess...
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'Great to hear' as in 'great to know the truth' or 'great to know that I don't have to stress about it anymore.'
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Oh s---. Their probably gonna see this.
s---.
s---.
s---. -
*They're
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Well, once they see this, I've offically ruined our amazing friendship.
Yup, look at me. Friendship-destroyer since 2007
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