Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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And, yes, I know that it must be annoying when you’re arguing with someone and they still wanna talk it out. I know how awful it feels when the other person chooses not to be violent about things. But I won’t stoop down to her level, because it’d make me feel morally guilty.
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When things have been going downhill for so long
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Yo I really hate killjoys
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You know, it’s not fixable at this point. There is nothing I can do, nothing I can say. Over a year ago, my parents screwed up. I can’t stay here for another year. There’s just no hope, even though I want to find it.
I don’t know how it’s gonna happen, but I’m killing myself this year. This isn’t even my life anymore. No part of me is willing to stay here, and I am done with this garbage.
My family doesn’t care. My friends don’t care. No one cares about what I’m going through. I feel so alone, wishing I had support. -
Hey,
I'm sorry to intrude but I would like to at least come in and say: Please, don't end your life. I don't know exactly what you're going through and as someone you may not know well, I don't expect or would force you to tell me all of it, but I can still tell that you're struggling, though, please, don't take your life away bc of any trails or pain. Suicide is never the answer.
I understand how it feels to feel that no one cares about what you're going through; I get how it feels to feel alone and it hurts, I know it does, and I'm so sorry that you feel this way. Though it may appear your friends don't care, some likely do, as in some, that means the genuine ones, they likely just don't know what to say, what to do, how to help, other than saying that they are sorry for what your going through but I'm sure that at least one of them wish that they could help you and care for you deeply.
And I'm sure if your friends, and even family, lost you, they'd be devastated. You ending your life would only cause pain to them; the same pain you'd feel if you lost someone important to you. If you look into their POV's, you could see how much if would hurt to lose you. And besides, no one is ever going to be exactly like you after your passing. No one is going to look like you, no one is going to speak like you, no one is going to sound like you, no one is going to think like you, no one is going to love the same things you do, no one is going to hate the same things you do, no one is going to have the same future you're going to have, NO ONE is going to be EXACTLY like you. You're important. You're special. You're a gem. You're worth it. You could make a huge difference and have a whole life to live; one that could be filled with amazing things, things you'd never knew would happen.
What if things get better for you? What if there is hope? Well, you'll never know unless you keep going, keep trying, bc I do not want you to meet your end any time soon. -
And you’re probably thinking that I’m saying all this just to be a nice “Good Person” but it’s not really that. I’m saying this bc it’s true. You’re important and worth so much. I know we haven’t talked, at least not much. You probably don’t even recognize me, but I have seen you on Gotoquiz a few times before and I actually think you’re pretty cool. I would’ve talked to you sooner but I was honestly too shy to speak to you. Hopefully, I could come to know you though, only if that is okay with you.
I may not be able to completely help you or make too many miracles, but I will tell you this: I will be here for you… even if I can’t ease your pain or make changes; I’ll just be here for you to let you feel some kind of support bc I feel that no one should give up their life and I honestly wanted to get to know you anyway.
You’re a strong person. Seriously. You should give yourself a pat on the back for coming so far and giving your all, even through the toughest of times. That takes courage. I appreciate you for what you do and think you should be proud of yourself. These are just a few words of honest encouragement. There’s likely more I could say but I’ll leave it here for now.
But please, keep going, don’t give up. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel and I want you to reach the very end. If there’s anything I can do to make you feel supported, I will do it, I promise. Just do something for me in return, keep being you, keep going, and don’t be afraid to call me whenever. If you need a person to listen, I’ll be that person. Or even just a person to be there for you. After all, I’m always open to helping amazing people like you :) -
Thank you so much. I’m trying to work my way through everything, but thank you for the support ❤
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It’s like everything Texas changed about me is undoing itself. And God, I can’t afford to lose it.
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I have a good word, though. I feel absolutely discarded. Like I didn’t matter then, don’t matter now, and certainly won’t matter in the future. Not only did they move from Texas, but they’re also lying to my face when they say that they’re thinking of going back.
The truth is that no one is ever happy. Not here, not in Texas. They want a life that doesn’t exist, and they don’t even realize how it’s hurting their own goddamn children. -
At this point, my motivation’s dry.
I don’t want to get to the point where I just don’t care about my grades, but that’s definitely where it’s going. Honestly, they screwed up and they can’t fix it, no matter how much they regret things.
And I wish I didn’t have to be in the way of my parents’ “perfect life”.
Because everyone who gets in the way, ends up in the gutter. -
Mhm. I wish you didn’t ruin my life. I wish that even if you changed your mind, you could actually turn things around.
Here I am, a person who they’ll never apologize to. -
My head really does hurt
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she said
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“I don’t ask for permission, I ask for forgiveness”
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is that your personal motto? Because that’s bulls---, you’re bulls---,
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