Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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this mfb thinks I’m gonna forgive her?
f--- no f--- no -
I’ve been feeling guilty about saying this about my parents.
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Yes, they’re good parents from an outsider’s standpoint.
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Yes, they work hard to make sure that my siblings and I have resources, food, a home.
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But for way too long, they’ve ignored how I’ve felt.
They don’t care about what I want, or what I need. As long as I’m not failing in school, they don’t give a s---. I don’t understand what’s going on. Because they care, but at the same time- they don’t.
They treat me like I’m an immature kid who’s got no experience. Which is party true, but that doesn’t mean that I’m stupid or that I don’t have feelings. -
And no one wants to hear how sucky I’ve been feeling. No sleep, no energy, either eating too little or too much, feeling like trash.
I don’t know if people know what’s going on, and if they choose to ignore it. Or if they really are that oblivious to it. -
I know people will call me selfish for wanting to die. They’re gonna say things like:
“What about your family?”
“You have so much to live for.”
atp, yeah, I’m being selfish. I want to die because no goddamn person wants to listen to me. It’s not my fault that people don’t care. I just wanna get out of here, because being ignored for forever is literally the same thing as just being dead. -
But who the hell is gonna stop me. I can leave whenever I want, and no dumb--- is gonna talk me out of it.
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I know I’m not gonna find support, even if I reach out. I don’t know if things are better or worse without me, but the day I die is definitely my best day.
Screw this goddamn state -
I think I’m gonna do something
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Too much has happened, and I can’t go back. No matter how much I need to, I can’t. If I don’t die tonight, I’m m screwed. It’s like my one chance
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So I love y’all, and gn
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Cham?
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😳
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Cham? Are you still there?
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