My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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Too much to take in, too much to purge. Why must every memory, once sweet, dead end in such ugliness?
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My happiest memories have no place in the past; they are those I have yet to create
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Now that I have opened that bottle of memories they're pouring out like wine, crimson and bittersweet
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I'd sleep outside naked in the blizzard,for you
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I mean, if you're gonna
purposely lose your mind,
you want to get it back some
day. Don't you? Okay, maybe not. -
Everyone's afraid of everybody else...maybe because we're all afraid of ourselves.
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Standing Here
My entire world far beneath
my feet, I should be filled
with pride. Instead, I feel
overwhelmed by a sense of defeat.
Suddenly it comes to me,
toes tempted to test the ledge,
that there is a way out of this.
Clam surety flows through
my veins, and as I turn to wave
good-bye, I wonder if it will
hurt or if a single person
will cry at my funeral.
I take a deep breath, a final
taste of sweet mountain air.
I conjure Leona, Emily.
Move my feet closer. Closer
There's Grandma One, Grandma
Two, and their spouses, waiting
for me. I see Dad. Cara. Mommy.
I screw up my courage, step over -
The truth is, I don't have a real clue what love is - how to find it, how to give it. Once upon a time I thought I knew...
/.\
As the old saying goes, "sometimes loving someone means letting them go. -
But then, my entire life is bulls---. The best things in it have vanished, ghosts. Ghosts I'll admit It..
"Forever has no meaning when you're living in the moment and I wasn't ready for that moment to end. -
Ouch.. < / 3 .....
Sometimes all I have to do is think of you.It satisfies the thought of missing you. Because only then would I know that you were real.
And not just a fragment of my imagination. Yeah, It hurt a little too much each day to realize how much I f---ed up.
And to think that maybe.. Just maybe if I wouldn't have done that then maybe we'd still be together.
You know? March 15, 2012. A year and a few months. A Lot of weeks, even more days. They went by so fast.
The first five months. In the blink of an eye they disappeared. In the split of a second they vanished to never return.
The next few you hurt me so much. So damn much. I've never been that hurt in my life. Yet I still loved you like day one.
You were still an angel in my.. Blind eyes. My friends, they knew you were wrong. They told me more than enough times.
I tried. God knows I tried to end it all. And I did. Somewhere after your birthday. You were numb as so was I. I needed you and you needed me.
That's all that matters right? We had proven the world how much we needed- loved each other. We were free to go.
...Wow. That wasn't the case though. Now I know why they say love is blind. I let you date them. And you became..
Distant. Yet I still loved you. Like day one. Or more.I loved you more and more each.
...Ouch. .-. I'd rather not feel anything. -
hey
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You came to me with dating problems. An I would confort you.. Weren't in a way together? You said you loved me. Did you?
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Sometimes love isn't enough.
Because sometimes love is what's wrong. -
I refuse to enter.
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In the end were all different trying to be the same.
We were put in that place for a reason.
Maybe our difference made us the same.
The same; we were all lacking something.
Whether it was talent, discipline or or just plain emotion.
A poker face most had.
A deadly cry they all whimpered.
We were all different.
Yet so alike.
We were all alone yet we had each other.
And even though we never did say a word to one another we all knew that.
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