My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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I don't know what I'm capable and that scares me.
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I'm sorry..
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f--- it all..
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And it's just funny you know?
How one memory
Leads to another
Then to more
And it soon becomes a web
They all tie together
And in the center
Is you
How you f---ed up
And how you f---ed everything up
Everything
Because they all tie together
Get it
No?
f---. -
I just I don't f---ing know.
lmao.
im too f---ed up
i don't deserve s---
i don't deserve anything -
I'm sorry.
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Am I the f---ed up one or is it you?
Because rn i don't even know
I mean is it me for believing you ?
Or you for feeding me lies?
Is it me for being so vulnerable ?
Or you for hurting me so much..
Like ughhhhhbsnsnsns. -
Food makes me vomit.
Everything's getting bad again..
And you f---ing left..
Like I'm f---ing sorry I'm not normal..
I'm sorry I freak out..
I'm sorry I'm not normal..
I'm trying to be..
I am..
I swear..
Why can I be Normal..?
Why can't I control my feelings..
Why is it always me the f---ed up one.. -
Eh. -
Pretty~
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Thank you. I was just trying this thing out . cx
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I with you were awake..
I wish we could fall asleep on the phone talking like we used too..
It eases off everything..
It reminds me that you're real.
That you're real.. -
Ugh wake up faggiitt. I miss you.. :c
I was once was told that love didn't exist. I believed it. What is love after all? It's just a beautifully fabricated lie meant to be put in a kids mind to facilitate getting vulnerable resulting only in hurt. Right? ....
That is until I met her. She was beautiful. Yet beautiful wouldn't sum it all. You know when we think of cheerleaders we think of what a perfect girl would look like? How the most beautiful girls were cheerleaders? Yeah.? Well, she was no cheerleader but she was certaintly the most gorgeous girl out there. With her soft black hair, her sun kissed skin, those full lips. She was the definition of beautiful. -
Just straight up beautiful. I watched her. A smile was worth more than a million dollars. Her voice was mellow music and her laugh was contagious. Have you ever just wanted to jump of a roof, trying to gather enough courage to just do it? When you finally do you're flying, you're free, the best feeling in the world. You're happy. Just plainly happy. That's how I felt when I was with her. When her skin barely grazed mine it was lit on fire. A fire burning it's way to melt the icy walls in my heart. They melted each day, a bit too much, a bit too fast and a bit too long. I was aware of what was happening. I was aware.. And maybe that's why in the end it hurt.
We talked. About random things. Not important. Yet those conversations were the only ones that stuck with me till this day. A mere hello, a simple wave or a contagious smile would make me drown myself in thoughts her. In thoughts of how we shared simple words.
I knew what I was doing. And I knew it was wrong. Wrong. It's an easy word to understand right? Yes? Wrong. Not true. Dishonest. Bad. Just plain wrong.
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Well.
LT; Well?
HG; hm.
Chris; okay..
Zoey; I feel ya, bro.
Okay?
DS; eh. -
DS; you suck.
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I know.
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Zoey; You should go to sleep early.
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I can't.
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Chris; why not?..
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What if she wakes up? You know how she is.
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Lacking; so what?
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So, what? I should be awake till I know she's okay.
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Chris; wow..
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Zoey; hm. I'm tired.
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DS; Me too. .-.
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Idc .-.
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