My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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...I seriously need to stop writing.. Or attempt to write at like one. .-.
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No don't stop :P
That reminds me "when you love something, set it free." -
It sucks though. >.\
Hah. I did set her free. Didn't think it would hurt so bad. -
'Ill always be there.'
What a wonderfully painful lie. The people who swore to always be on my side leave. The ones who Id give anything for abandon me. The ones I love the most. I can't tell you what it feels like because there's no words for it. It's just a crushing feeling. Like the world is caving in on you and you don't know what to do. You're breathing quickens and you just feel lost. You're heart is beating faster than ever. ...... I'm just f---ing done with Everything. People hurt you. Even I they don't know that. They hurt you.. So bad. Even the one you love the most will hurt you. Right now, being honest, I'm just waiting in line for death to take me. I used to say I didn't want to die suffering but even that's less painful than this. In just a month I'll be fifteen. Fifteen years of suffering. Hah. Yeah. So, Death please come soon. -
I'm sorry I can't forget you.
I already know I can't have you.
I accept that.
I just need you.
As a friend.
Like how we used to be.
I miss that.
And it hurts everyday.
To know that I can't take away your pain.
I would happily take that pain. -
I've created a monster;
With white fangs.
A night creature;
With deadly sins.
A soulless animal;
With no mind.
An emotionless freak;
With nothing kind.
I didn't know what I was creating until the clock hit twelve.
A piercing sound came from within.
A menacing look it had.
I created a monster that night.
Something I won't forget.
It killed me to see that monster;
Cuz I knew exactly who it was.
You see, that night not only did I create a beautifully cruel thing; I also killed someone very close.
I killed the girl that used to be me.
I turned her into a monster no one wants to see.
At night, when the stars shine at its brightest, when the moon is just above the oak tree, that monster transforms into me. -
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel... can you feel my heart?
Can you help the hopeless?
Well, I'm begging on my knees,
Can you save my b------ soul?
Will you wait for me?
I'm sorry brothers,
So sorry lover,
Forgive me father,
I love you mother.
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart? [3x]
[3x]
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
Can you feel my heart?
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel... can you feel my heart?
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I love you. < 3
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No not really.
I love the song though. -
I was once was told that love didn't exist. I believed it. What is love after all? It's just a beautifully fabricated lie meant to be out in a kids mind to facilitate getting vulnerable resulting only in hurt. Right? ....
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Meant to be put*
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That is until I met her. She was beautiful. Yet beautiful wouldn't sum it all. You know hi when we think of cheerleaders we think of what a perfect girl would look like? How the most beautiful girls were cheerleaders? Yeah.? Well, she was no cheerleader but she was certaintly the most gorgeous girl out there. With her soft black hair, her sun kissed skin, those full lips. She was the definition of beautiful.
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*How
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Just straight up beautiful. I watched her. A smile was worth more than a million dollars. Her voice was mellow music and her laugh was contagious. Have you ever just wanted to jump of a roof, trying to gather enough courage to just do it? When you finally do you're flying, you're free, the best feeling in the world. You're happy. Just plainly happy. That's how I felt when I was with her. When her skin barely grazed mine it was lit on fire. A fire burning it's way to melt the icy walls in my heart. They melted each day, a bit too much, a bit too fast and a bit too long. I was aware of what was happening. I was aware.. And maybe that's why in the end it hurt.
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We talked. About random things. Not important. Yet those conversations were the only ones that stuck with me till this day. A mere hello, a simple wave or a contagious smile would make me drown myself in thoughts her. In thoughts of how we shared simple words.
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