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Literally my entire existence on campus has been more than half my coursework of math my major is literally math based and I passed every one of those classes with an A- or higher with the exception of 1 that I got a B- do not think I don’t know what it’s like to cry in frustration because something pops up that I have trouble with but like I just can’t homeboy doesn’t even know how to find the solution to a beginning level problem he is not going to survive in that major but whatever man the two of you are right push him over the edge the dude is literally you know what f--- it
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I’m not saying he’s not going to pass anything in college once he graduates I’m just saying that if you want him to be in that specific field you’re going to have to get him actual professional tutors not just a random 21 year old student I’m not a teacher I don’t know what to do obviously the student to student POV didn’t work so he probably needs one on one with a teacher and should do better if you train him starting this very instant through summer vacation of 2021
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I’m hungry I should eat but I’m also sleepy but I also need to finish this
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I can finish it tomorrow it’s not like I can go with cat girl on her daily morning schedule like I used to before I miss it
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But I need to work so lmao great
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Sometimes when I get stressed out I cry silent tears from frustration I really thought this week was going to be normal
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I should get another tattoo.
From now on I will continue my coping method of earthed piercing or tattooing something new every time things feel out of control -
Now that I think of it in all the tattoos and piercings and gauges I should have spent around the same amount I currently need lmao I really need to re-evaluate my choices
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But to be frank when I wanted to drink again I’m pretty sure that’s where the Kermit on the skateboard tattoo came in
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The fact that I cope with myself by relating to a muppet really says a lot about me in so very little words.
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Oh also I broke up with the lady I was dating because she wanted us to move in together for the new year and I knew that meant physical intimacy so I just bailed because I can’t but also because I can’t actually commit to anyone and thankfully to my wonderful not covered by my insurance shrink she says that my fear of commitment comes from me being scared of showing myself with my guard down because my mom abandoned me and me seeking older women almost double and triple my age is me seeking out a mother figure so I love knowing that I just have mommy issues that’s fantastic but not going to lie I already knew that so that wasn’t much news to me
What she did say that was -
That I am not afraid of showing my hairs down with my friends or maintaining friendships because they provided a safety net for when my life was at its lowest but being with somebody in a relationship way is hard for me because I grew up seeing my family get wrecked and
She believes that a way I can help get over my fear is forgiving my stepmom and moving out of the unit which is kind of hard because it’s kind of under my name but basically she needs to move out because she believes all these flashbacks I had was because seeing her and my baby brother reminded me of my childhood unknowingly and forgiving her will help me not hold on to memories of back then
And now thinking about idk man it kind of makes sense -
Guard not hair what the f--- but yeah basically in order to get better I must forgive and also find a way to get them out of the picture
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I am here once again to rant about my economic status because no matter how much I work the economy is at a point where I can barely survive with minimum wage jobs
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And then having boomers come in saying iF yOu WenT tO cOlLeGE yOu wOuLDnT hAvE tO bE woRkInG tHiS jOb
AS IF NOT 80% of us in store are starving students working at the weenie hot juniors version of skate shops because we need to pay for the damn degree yeah you make more than us but you also grew up during a time where milk was less than a dollar and college was $4,000 shut the f--- up
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