By land, by sea, by dirigible
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Thread Topic: By land, by sea, by dirigible
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I apologized to her immediately and she refused to apologize. And then she refuses to compromise, but it's MY fault? I'M the one throwing it out the door?
I tell her every f---ing week how I'm aware of my problems & that I'm working on them. But she just ignores it all and then pretends that her word is final. But I'm supposed to be OKAY with that?
I know that you two couldn't give a lesser s--- about me, otherwise you two would leave me alone OR actually bother to try and sort things out. But you don't. So obviously you don't care. But you already told me that, whether or not you care to remember. Remember how you told me it was always about her? Yeah, I do. because I remember every toxic thing that has ever come out of your mouth because it all defines me. -
I loved her. Everybody f---ing knows it. I talked about it non-stop for months. I asked the f---ing discord for advice on how to let her know how much I cared about her and how to get her attention. I know how amazing and beautiful and witty she is. I know that she'll end up somewhere amazing later down the road. I know she's valuable. But I am too. And there's nothing good in being in a friendship where I have to treat her like a queen and be treated like the ground she steps on because of what- she's upset she got "rejected" by someone she didn't even like in the end? Do you know how humiliating it was for me? You went through it too, so I know you know the answer to that question. You know how absolutely soul crushing it is to be in love with someone so amazing and not be what they want. I spent months thinking about how to ask her out or how to just be myself around her, and I got rejected over and over and finally she told me to move on. And then someone who treats me the way I treat them came into my life. Coincidentally, the same exact thing that happened to you. I would have waited forever for her if I had to, but I realized that there are people out there who understand my value. I am not dirt. I am not trash. I am not garbage. I am not un-enjoyable to be around. I'm not bad at the things I enjoy. I'm not what you both make me feel like I am. So if she came, saw me at my worst, decided I wasn't what she was expecting, and then decided I wasn't worth a few conversations every few days- then I'm going to let her pour her time and energy into the people she will treat properly. You blame me now, but give it a few weeks and you'll have all of her attention because she actually likes you. It works out for both of you. She doesn't have to waste her time trying to find a way to respond to someone she doesn't enjoy talking to anymore. I know I'm missing out, but it's not my friendship to have, man. I don't deserve to be treated like s--- and she doesn't deserve to waste any more time or money or energy. Period. And if you're too blind to realize that, then you can continue to harass me and she'll just continue to let it happen and I'll just dip from this website and disappear so you can win, just like you always have.
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You're right
I do always win :) -
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