my new official thread.
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Thread Topic: my new official thread.
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Or something else, I don't know.
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I am going to get going now guys, (even though I am not really talking to anyone)
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*Sigh*
Aren't Saturdays wonderful.. -
If you are going to bring yourself down you will bring get us both down alex, do you understand?
I have my music on and am fully capable of falling back into depression, I haven't completely fallen out of it so it won't be hard.
This is an ultimatum because I don't know how else to help.
Either try to survive or kill us both, I will try to help you if you want to survive, but if you don't care to even try then I don't care either. -
Great....
I am spiritually vulnerable right now and I am very much tempted to listen to skillet.
anyone know how not to listen to music? -
I give up.
*puts on hero* -
I need to go, I feel like throwing up and my emotions are all out of wack.
I really, really, don't want to fall back into depression, but sadly the odds are against me.
*sigh* sadly I can't read right now because my mom brought back another soapy romantic novel instead of interstellar.
I can't read a book that I relate to, that's why I can't read them anymore, it's too painful. -
I am get in a little better, luckily I am not too sick of hard rock right now.
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I've got this passion
It's something I can't describe
It's so electric
It's like I've just come alive
I feel this freedom
Now that my past is erased
I feel the healing
I found the meaning of grace
(I found grace)
If only you could see me yesterday
Who I used to be before the change
You'd see a broken heart
You'd see the battle scars
It's funny how words can't explain
How good it feels to finally break the chains
I'm not what I have done
I'm what I've overcome
I know I'll stumble
I know I'll still face defeat
These second chances will define me
So I'm moving forward
I'm standing on my two feet
I've got momentum
I've got someone saving me
(Got someone saving me)
If only you could see me yesterday
Who I used to be before the change
You'd see a broken heart
You'd see the battle scars
It's funny how words can't explain
How good it feels to finally break the chains
I'm not what I have done
I'm what I've overcome
I'll make mistakes and I might fall
But I won't break
I've got someone saving me -
I have a migraine now,
Music pounding in my ears, straining to think, offset lighing, it's late, and I am suffering from lack of sleep.
*sigh* -
Also not to mention that to am sick.
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I have to go now.
See you guys later. -
Ouch, migraine is killing me.
I need to sleep
Anyways...
Well I feel like there is something that I need and want to say and the urge to say it is unbearable, but I don't know what I want to say exactly...
MAYBE If I am on tomorrow I will say it then, but I the meanwhile I have church tomorrow and have a cold that won't get better if I stay up any longer. -
*sigh* I am going to go fail at karaoke against you brothers. (Or maybe I won't fail, but I won't sound pretty)
I have church today and I am painting dressers, and I will probably be going out today, but I might be on later tonight. (Although I know no one really cares.) -
Wishing I could say something that I can never say.
it's like pushing a boulder over yourself and slowly bleeding to death.
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