wanna see some of the stuff I do all night?
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but I guess when you're an insomniac you kinda run out of other stuff to do..
but god damn, I just realized how depressing most of these are. -
Lifelessness
The still air was silent
On a gray winter day
There was a distant sound
Of empty roads
Everything seemed frozen in time
The lonely streets and houses
Were abandoned
A feeling of lifelessness
Hung down from the sky
The breathless clouds had heard the cries
Of a thousand voiceless souls
The unmoving trees stood and waited
For the never-ending nothingness to die
On this gray winter day
The still air remained silent -
Alone
I feel reality slipping away
I look around and dont recall
Where I am
Or how I got here
All around me
Are faces that I dont recognize
And things Ive never noticed
I start to realize
Whats going on
But then I take another look around
And I know I am alone
With nowhere to go
And no reason to be here -
Secrets
I know everything about you
But you know nothing
About who I really am
I feel bad
Because you trust me
With your deepest secrets
Im the only one youll tell
But I just dont have the courage
To tell you
Whats really going on in my life
Ive never been good
At sharing my feelings
I guess Ill just let you talk
And Ill always listen
And maybe someday
Ill be able to tell you
The whole story of my past
Everything Ive left out
The things no one knows -
Me
You think you know me
But you dont know a thing
And you never will
Youll never understand
What my life is like
But I hope you dont think
That being me is easy
Because its not
I know the things
That have been said about me
And you should know
That I dont care
As long as what you say is true
And I wont judge you -
From empty hearts, tears doth weap.
An open hole, from blood will seap.
Across the baren wasted skin.
Of those who yearn to love again.
A hand outstretched for something to hold.
Slips through your fingers from blood turned cold.
And as you watch as they slowly fade away.
They secretly hope you'll try again another day.
All insomniatic poetry is depressing.
(older poem of mine) -
This One Life
When life and love and dreams all blend into one
Is this thing real or is it just for fun?
When theres no place to run, no place to hide,
No way to get myself out of my life
Should I turn to my love?
Should I turn to a song?
Ive only got this one life
And I really dont want to live it wrong -
@ James Thats really good, but yeah depressing..
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Here is Gone
Maybe its not because I dont care
Maybe its because
I still want what I want
But Ill live with what I get
The price youll pay is what youll get
But the price is always too high
And where do we go from here?
We all end up the same
These cheap ways of mine
These tricks you hide behind your eyes
All those lies
I want to run
So far away
Away from this place
This town
This house
These four walls are making me sick
I have to get away
But the farthest I can get
Is closer than you think -
Here I Stand
Here I stand
Alone again
By myself
Like always
The weak The young The rest of the world
Couldnt stand a day
In my life
They have to be surrounded
Friends Family Loved ones
They all need someone
While I have no one
I need no one
Im just fine
On my own
Oh you dont think so?
I can prove you wrong
Sometimes I wish I could see
What theyd do
If they had to walk in my shoes
But I would never wish that on anyone
What a horrible way to live
But I get by
Im just fine
Alone again
By myself
Like always
Here I stand -
sorry, no one has to read these, I just feel like putting them somewhere besides on my laptop and in my notebook :P
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(ooh yay, this one sounds less depressing, more inspirational):
The Whole World
When the whole worlds turned against you
Youve got nothing to lose
You can turn away
You can hide your pain
But what good will that do?
You might as well
Just go for it
Face your fears
Whats the worst that could happen?
Only the future can tell
Where will this thing go?
Youll have to find out for yourself
If you make the right moves
Maybe then youll make it out of this mess
Youre the best the worlds got to show -
This City
Why am I still
Here where I am?
I want to go
Get away from here
Ill get nowhere in life
By just staying in this place
I wasnt born for the city
This claustrophobic lifestyle
Little rooms
All exactly the same
The gray, expressionless faces
I see every day
I remember
The small towns
Out in the country
I could breathe
I could run
I was free
In the land
Where everyones a stranger
I feel so small
So lifeless
And lonely
How can one person
In a place so big
Make any difference
To anyone
At all? -
Just Me and My Knife
I feel so alone
No one beside me
All on my own
Just me
And my knife
And these cuts on my wrist
Theres got to be a way
To get away from all this
So cold
In pain
Unwanted
Uncared for
The dark circles under my eyes
My tear stained face
The red lines across my arms
The only things keeping me alive..
Are fear...
And you... Love. -
I hate that last one so much that its probably my favorite....
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