Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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(you gotta have hope tho:()
“I know, it makes me so anxious,” Skeppy whispered. -
(hope? it's a shocking thing, this hope. it also hurts every time it gets crushed. which is why i've stopped hoping. i hoped to have a normal family. i hoped for lots of things and very rarely any came true)
Bad exhaled shakily, dropping his eyes to the floor. "I feel like tonight's problem was sort of my fault. I overreacted towards Lem and made him nervous."
Lem couldn't bring xemself to eat and started crying, curled up tightly. Xey blamed xemself for everything that happened, knowing xey f**ked up with Bad and Skeppy. -
(ik its hard, but youve gotta try:(
i understand how hard it is, but you cant loose hope)
“What? No,” Skeppy shook his head quickly. “I was the one who forced Gold to get up and everything.” -
(dude, i hear those words everytime i talk about my siblings. it's so hard to believe. but i trust you and everyone else, so maybe. maybe...)
Bad sighed. "I asked you to get him up. I overreacted when Lem growled at you. It wasn't just Lem Gold was telling to stop. It was me." He shook his head and pulled his hood back up, staring down at the floor. -
(you gotta trust, it’ll be okay, i promise
its gonna be hard before it gets better)
“It really wasn’t you,” Skeppy said. “Out of all of us.” -
(yeah, but now my mom's blaming me for losing the car keys and she can't get to her court date and it's stressing me out.)
"It was too. I made you wake him up. I should've just left him alone. Both him and Lem. I shouldn't have engaged.." Bad said, sitting on the floor. He pulled his knees up to his chest and sighed. "We're all to blame." -
(oo jeez i hope you find em)
Skeppy frowned, dropping his fork. He moved next to Bad on the floor. “Please don’t blame yourself, it’ll be okay.” -
(we seem to be unable to get anything for this trip. my mom needs this money, and we can't get it if she doesn't go out there. she can't find the keys and it's our only car and the only way out there. without it, there's nothing we can do... i might as well throw having a good few years away and get a job and drop out of my clubs and stuff. i can't let my family rely on the checks and food stamps. it never comes through. or if i left- there'd be only 2 people to care for if i wasn't a problem there anymore...)
Bad shook his head. "Someone has to take the blame. We're all guilty of something tonight. I would've hurt Lem if you hadn't given me that look. I only stopped for you and Gold." He covered his face and sighed. "We're all to blame." -
(and i'm at school-)
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(im sorry i was rlly busy yesterday-
i know its hard, but pleasw dont leave them:(
they actually accept you and there’d be no where else to go)
“No one has to take the blame, actually,” Skeppy said. “Expect for Gold’s sake.” -
(it's fine, i get it.
i know i've got no where better but it sometimes seems like i don't belong.)
Bad nodded, leaning on Skeppy. "Okay. I just- I feel like-" He stopped, and sighed. "It's fine. It's fine, it's fine. We should probably check on Gold." He said quickly, covering and ignoring his emotions. -
(but where would you go? please ik its hard sometime but you gotta keep with some people)
Skeppy frowned. “Bad, I love you.” -
(no where else. i can't go back to my dad's, and there's no where in iowa i could go.)
"I love you too, Skeppy." Bad reached out and wrapped his arms around Skeppy, burying his face in the other's hair. "I love you too." -
(exactly, and i bet you definitely belong, even if it doesnt seem like it)
Skeppy sat in silence for a moment before whispering. “I’m gonna go check on him.” -
(you sound like ran... goddamn-- but you're right. they accept me. i do belong here.)
Bad nodded, releasing Skeppy. "Okay. Can we cuddle later, Skeppy? After you check on him. If he's okay-"
Lem was still crying, curled up, trying to avoid eavesdropping.
Gold was silently crying, looking at pictures of him and Bad and Skeppy, and him and Lem.
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