Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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(yeah, and pls keep telling urself that)
Skeppy nodded. “Of course. Could you check on Lem? Or just sit with xem?” -
(it's so hard tho. i naturally doubt myself-)
Bad nodded, getting up and stretching a little. "I can. Certainly." He said quietly, going into the living room and sitting next to Lem. "Hey you okay?" He asked softly, gently touching the Ender.
Lem flinched a little, trying to stop xeir tears. "No- I feel bad. I caused this..."
Bad frowned, gently rubbing the Ender's back. "But it's alright. We're gonna fix this, okay?" -
(you gotta try your best, okay? ik its hard and this sounds stupid but its true)
Skeppy slinked upstairs, seeing Gold. “Hey bud? Want some dinner?” -
(okay. it sounds like what everyone else tells me. tho the only other person to know about my thoughts of running away is a good friend. you do have a point, but- it's hard. very hard.)
Gold sobbed, shaking his head. He crumbled a photo of him, Bad, and Skeppy in his hand and threw it. "No, no, I don't want to eat. Can I be alone longer?" He asked, crumpling and throwing a picture of him and Lem at the wall. -
(ik its hard, but it will get better)
Skeppy frowned. “You don’t have to eat, but can we at least talk a little?” -
(everyone says that. it's such a common thing to say. how do people even believe it after what they go through? there's people who are in worse places than me, and somehow they have the energy to keep going. how? why can't i have that?)
Gold nodded. "Fi-fine, I gu-guess..." He ripped up another picture and threw the pieces to the floor. He sobbed, shaking his head. "W-we ca-can talk..." -
(i honestly don’t know Don, but ive seen people get out of a dark place and ive kept going even if it seems stupid to do that)
Skeppy frowned, leaving the bowl by the door before walking inside his room and sitting in front of him a small space in between them. “What are you ripping up?” -
(okay. i'm sorry i got so negative. it's just hard. a lot harder than i thought.)
Gold hiccuped. "Pictures..." He crumpled one into a ball, not bothering to look at it, and threw it to the wall. He ripped another one up, brushing the pieces to the floor, meaning to clean the mess up later. -
(yeah, but as q said, it takes time)
“Pictures of what?” Skeppy asked gently. “And why?” -
(well, that's true. using my own positive statements to help negative me, good plan. it takes so long tho- it's already been 6 months...)
Gold tried to speak but his voice failed. He held one, frowning at the childish smile he had before crumpling it up. "Me. You, Dad, Lem..." The hybrid wiped his eyes, frowning. "Why? I dunno..." He continued to rip the pictures up, his breath hitching as he stopped to look at one. The day he got the courage to propose to Lem. -
(ik, but it takes a lot more than that, and it sucks
but itll be worth it in tbe end)
“Woah, woah,” Skeppy gently stopped Gold from ripping it up. “Are you sure you don’t know? You would never do this.” -
(your right. you always prove to be in these situations. it will be worth it. just- i naturally give up if things get too hard.)
Gold glanced up at Skeppy. "I don't deserve this." He said quietly, glancing at the picture. "I don't deserve Lem, I don't deserve you. I don't deserve the memories I have." He pulled the ring Lem gave him off his finger. "I don't deserve this. I don't deserve love." -
(yeah, but try to reach out to people when thats happens, okay?)
“Hey, hey,” Skeppy whispered. “That isn’t true. Why do you think that?” -
(can't promise that. i shut my problems away. i shut people out. my girlfriend doesn't even know some stuff about me. but there is crystal. i've told them almost everything...)
"Because everyone was arguing or being overprotective of me. It's not Lem's fault, or yours, or Dad's. It's mine." Gold said, tears streaming down his face. "I don't deserve you at all. I'm -" He froze up, letting out a sob and shook his head, curling up. -
(yeah, please find someone you trust)
“Gold, the reason everyone was mad is because we love you so much,” Skeppy said. “And you deserve it, okay? It’s not just your fault, we were all probably tired from the trip, okay?”
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