Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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(i do too. it's not the same... it's never the same. i miss them and their idiotic childishness and humor.)
Gold nodded, going towards the stairs. He let his tears fall as he got upstairs and hid in his bedroom. -
(ik, they were sm fun:()
Skeppy sighed, feeling utterly guilty. -
(it's been really hard. certain things make me think of them and i just cry. that and my siblings...)
Bad frowned. "Skeppy, what's wrong? It's okay. He'll be fine." -
(ik, im sorry don :(
i miss them too)
“Nothing wrong-“ Skeppy shrugged. “Let’s just eat dinner.” -
(it's been hard. missing them, missing my siblings. my sister turned 3 literally 3 days before thanlsgiving. my brother turns 5 ll days after i turn 15. i'm not really ready to accept that i no longer have them, or ran.)
Lem whined, lowering xeir head a little. "I'm sorry, Skeppy. I didn't mean to scare you, or cause anything. I'm just worried that he's either going to forget me, or I'll lose him to a panic attack."
Bad nodded, spinning the knife on the counter before putting it away. He sighed and handed Skeppy his bowl, then gave Lem xeir's. He didn't say anything, just staying quiet. -
(yoi can probably see them again though, right?)
“It’s fine, I get it,” Skeppy said with a shrug. -
(depends on what my bio dad says. probably not, since i was practically disowned after i came out as genderfluid and pansexual.)
Lem nodded,quietly going to the living room and curling up, kind of poking at xeir food.
Bad glanced at Lem, then at Skeppy. "If something is wrong, Zak, I want you to tell me. Please. I can help you." -
(maybe like once ur an adult?)
Skeppy sighed. “I’m fine, really.” -
(that's what everyone tells me. but they're so young- will they even remember me? i won't look the same, or have the same name. phoebe was 2 and levi was 4 when i left. it'd be a miracle if they even remember me when they're 6 or 8.)
Bad nodded, gently smiling at Skeppy. "Okay. I just want you happy, Skeppy. That's all I want." -
(maybe you could ask your mom if you could call them sometime?)
Skeppy forced a small smile, picking at his food. “Thanks, Bad. I love you.” -
(i'd have to talk to my dad. i don't know if i want to do that. phoebe could never say my name right and i heard her little voice this morning, calling me, same as my brother. it's horrible that if i do ask to talk to them, my step-mother, their mother, would probably say no.)
Bad nodded, pulling his hood down and watching Skeppy. "I love you too, Zak." -
(im sorry don, im sure itll get figured out:()
Skeppy glanced into the living room, hesitantly taking a bite of his dinner. -
(it probably won't. they won't know who alex or don is. they know me differently. i just hate to think that if i ever do see them, they won't believe me. i've got attachment issues.)
Bad leaned against the counter, sighing and eating a little. "Do you think Gold is really okay?" He asked softly, worrying about too many things and trying to resolve one if possible. -
(yeah im sorry abt that don :(
i rlly hope it does)
“No, not at all,” Skeppy whispered. “And I’m gonna bring his dinner up to him pretty soon. -
(i know, but i've taken a pessimistic outlook on life ever since a few years ago. it's so hard to believe i ever will)
Bad nodded, fidgetting a little. "I'm worried about him. So worried about him. There's too much going on for him. He shouldn't need to go through this."
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