Spamano Trash RP
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:34pm
Thread Topic: Spamano Trash RP
-
Sillinae Newbiei know i know it hurts i'm not mad he's a f---ing a--hole because he's using that because he knows that's what's going to hurt you okay
baby you're worth so so much and you're worth a hell of a lot more than a piece of s--- like him and nothing that comes out of his mouth is worth a second of your time
and i know, i know it's one thing to say that and a completely different thing to ignore him but sweetheart i promise i promise i promise that you deserve so much more and you are worth so so so mcuh I love you so much I'm sorry -
i hate himm i hate him i love you i love you so so muchh i need to ggo i dont wwant to worrybyou i need to leave in case it ggets worsse
-
Sillinae Newbiei knoe i know i hate him too i'm so so so sorry
i love you so so so much please do whatever you need to do to be okay i love you so much and i need you to breathe and take breaths even if it's really hard
if you come back i'll be checking okay baby i'll be right here the whol e time -
f--- nno wwait I take that back i will not let that a--hole control my every f---ing move because I love you and spending time with you is mmore important than cowering in the corner I'm going to rp and talkk because everything's fine
I don't think i could ever get tired of your singing baby
Lovvino frowned, contibuing to gently run his fingers through Antonio's hair. "Mi dispiace," he whispered softly, even when he tried to apologize he managed to upsset Antonio."Go to sleep, idiota, you won't even remember this in the morning.." He said with a small sigh. -
Sillinae Newbieyes baby yes see how strong you are i swear to god you are worth a thousand times more than you think you're so amazing i love you so so so much you donh't understand oh my god you're amazing
Antonio sighed, curling up closer to Lovino and letting out a small yawn. "No te quiero salir solo." He mumbled. "Ti amo, te quiero, amor. Lo siento que estoy tanto cansado." He hummed quietly, not even realizing that he was speaking Spanish. "No sal, tesoro." Whatever tenuous hold he had on his wakefulness was quickly escaping him, and he drifted off even as he went to say something else, his voice trailing off into a quiet breath. -
Hey hey oh my god I'm so sorry babe my mom was really upset before, I was talking to her, I promise I'm okay, are you?? I love you so so much, I'm sorry if I worried you
When he curled closer, Lovino snorted softly, gently adjusting Antonio so that his head was in the Italian's lap. "Ti amo, b------o espana," he hummed softly, rubbing his back, brushing fingers through his hair, petting and stroking the peacefully unconscious man on top of him until he too grew weary, falling into a hazy half sleep, sitting up against the wall. -
Sillinae Newbiei'm sorry i got reaaly scared an i spammed your snapchat i'm so so sorry it's okay now you're here again im sorry i don't want it to upset you
Antonio had another nightmare. It could have been because of the medication, or because of how badly he had been caring for himself the last few days, but it was similar to the last one, only worse. He fidgeted in his sleep, letting out a small sound, before his eyes blinked wide open, his head pounding and residual panic making him gasp. He took a moment to remember where he was, that Lovino was right there. He bit his lip, hard. It was all alright. They were both in bed, there was nothing to be scared of. -
oh god baby no it's okay, I understand, that was my mistake in not letting you know what was happening. I promise I'm okay, okay? I love you, you have nothing to be sorry for angel I promise
Lovino jolted upright, banging the back of his head against the wall with a small yelp. The sudden jerk from Antonio startled him, and he almost immediately leaned over, fearing the worst. "Toni, what's wrong?" he asked in a hurried whisper, fretfulnand nervous, hands hovering, uncertain as to whether he should move closer or away. -
Sillinae NewbieI love you so so much I'm so glad you're okay oh my god
Antonio stared up at him, wide-eyed for moment. He let out a small whining breath before turning to wrap his arms tightly around Lovino, shaking slightly. "Pesadilla." He whispered into his shirt, trying to collect himself more. "Just a dream, lo siento-" Lovino hadn't been breathing, he'd just laid half in Antonio's lap, still and silent. The look on his face had been so hateful and pained and accusatory and Antonio could still see it in him mind. His eyes tightened against the image, and he took a deep breath.
(Pesadilla = nightmare)
also i'm gonna poof for like 20 mins bc I have to shower but i'll be back really fast promise -
I am, I'm okay, are you?? You seem kinda nervous, I promise everything is okay sweetheart, I love you
Lovino's chest tightened, thinking back to when he'd woken up from a bad dream in the hospital, screaming until his throat was raw and sobbing. Antonio seemed a bit more collected, but that didn't mean he wasn't scared. He gently took one of Antonio's hands and placed it over his chest, just above his heart. "Feel that?" He asked softly. "...I'm here, Antonio. I will not leave you." He murmured firmly, letting go of his hand to hug him tightly.
ah okay!! -
Sillinae NewbieI mean, I was really scared when you disappeared but it's all alright now you're back and the shower helped I promise I'm okay
"Lovino," his lips pressed into a tight line, his hand curling into the fabric over his chest. His heartbeat was steady and strong and somehow feeling it under his hand sent a wave of relief through Antonio. "Gracias," he breathed. "Te quiero tanto." He let out a deep breath, relaxing slightly against Lovino. -
Ahh I'm so sorry about that, he just yelled a little and he's been fine for a while now
might poof tho I'm tired ^^;
Lovino sighed, silently sympathetic as he held Antonio close. "...You think you're okay to eat something?" He asked the bleary Spaniard quietly, knowing it could get seriously bad if he didn't get some sort of nutrition. Lovino was sure he looked pale and rather fragile after the hospital, but so did Antonio. He missed him tan and laughing. -
Sillinae Newbieahhh that's okay baby if you're tired get some sleep
Antonio nodded slowly. He couldn't actually remember the last time he'd eaten. He had barely even realized it had been so long. He pushed himself up to a sitting position with a small groan. He felt drained and shaky despite having slept so much, and he knew it was because he hadn't eaten. He pushed himself up onto his feet and steadied himself, sighing quietly. "You don't have to get up." He murmured, remembering how weak Lovino had been earlier. "I can get us both something." -
i stg if I have one more dream about you
ahh my poor heart can't take it
anyway good morning ^^
"No," Lovino quickly shot down that idea. "You look like you're about fall over, stupid. I'll go find something, okay?" He stood up, almost as shaky as Antonio, but he tried to look sure of himself as he gave the other a small shove towards the bed. "I'll be right back, okay? Is there anything specific you want?" He asked. He could probably at least find his way to the kitchen. -
Sillinae NewbieAhhh can I hear what it was??
Antonio plopped back down at the small shove, frowning, before it faded, and he just looked concernedly up at Lovino. He sighed. "There should be leftover gazpacho in the fridge." He mumbled finally. "In the soup containers. You can just reheat them, if you don't like it cold. There's no need to cook something from scratch." At least his brother and mom were both downstairs, so if something stupid did happen, they could help him.
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
