hudson me boy
Thread Topic: hudson me boy
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idk how this happens AGAIN after it's been fine for so long ://
out of the blue, my mum decided to be a total jerk, and it's been like this for the past two weeks-ish. she overreacts to everything, bruh i swear
dude today i js called her 'bruh', and she threatened to pull me out of public school and smack me upside my face. she was like 'i'm not your bruh, bruh, don't forget whose daughter you are' -
i've been trying to de-escalate it, but she pisses me off so much sometimes. not even that long ago, probs a couple of days ago, she blew up over something completely minuscule and irrelevant. didn't even say 'i love you' for two days, even after i kept saying it to her. it was a rough start to my day, i won't lie, and i felt like crying some but didn't. my friends cheered me up, though, and it was nice. back in the car when she picked me up, i was in a good mood and was speaking to her, but she kept ignoring me obvs cud she wasn't over the issue that started THAT MORNING, eight whole hours ago ://
oh, i remember now what it was about. it was cud when she asked me to clean my room, i didn't, and so on the car ride to school she kept telling me how irresponsible and immature i am
anyway, during the car ride, i asked her if we could js move past the problem. she started shouting at me. she wouldn't stop until i got frustrated and stopped trying to talk to her -
ugh and i bet it'll be the same tomorrow too.
she also got mad at me yesterday cud i stated that humans are animals and that animals is a term used to refer to any creature living on earth. she said that "animals is a nasty understatement. if this is what they're teaching you in public school, then i will pull you right out" -
plus anytime i wear shorts she gets mad too??? my step dad jumped on the opportunity to get on my case too when she brought that up ofc, being like 'people shouldn't wear shorts, it's inappropriate. they're basically naked'
bro... all of my clothes are perfectly appropriate. in fact, i'd say i go out of my way to be modest, i don't purposefully try to show off anything. my hands reached to the ends of the shorts so i didn't see a problem w it -
im tired of this. i feel as if school's a much better place recently
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i normally ignore her, but she's so aggravating, she'll either complain or shout an ENTIRE ride to where it becomes super difficult to lend your mind to something else
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if that's what a christian looks like then no offense but hard pass
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today, i tried to be lighthearted before she threatened to smack me upside my face. i turned to her with a smile (since i was in a good mood) and said, "check out my drip!" while showing off my super dirty shoes
she frowned at me and said, "um, it's called shoes? speak in a language we can understand. this is what public school is doing to you"
i gave her the weirdest look after she said that and it only escalated from there -
i have a strong feeling she's gon ground me pretty soon, one of these days when she gets mad again, so i wrote down all the information i need from electronics for hw on paper beforehand. just in case for study
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i feel brainwashed and it's not a pleasant feeling.
my mum is a dramatic, strongly opinionated person who overreacts persistently to minor issues
my step dad invalidates other people's feelings from a narcissistic stance, never apologizes even if he's definitely in the wrong (slamming counters to scare kids (he stopped two-ish years ago but he used to do it to us all the time), telling my little brother to stop crying when he cries, choking my dog into a wall by his neck one time after he bit my little brother (cud he was messing with him and he'd never bit prior so the bite was justified), yelling at me or mum unprovoked, basically having the mindset of a misogynist since he constantly criticizes women and is always like to my mum "nuh uh, the man is the ruler of the household, i run this house bla bla bla womp womp womp", also i notice he thrives on attention but absolutely despises giving other people attention, and he's very unfunny and lame usually so i'll ignore him 95% of the time)
everything they say sounds completely deluded.
don't get me wrong i love christians and i love the idea of God
i just don't love these "christians" in particular, if they can be called that. i'm not sure what classifies as a christian. -
there are two different groups of people. the big bang people, which solely relies on the physical evidence that the universe is infinitely expanding
then the bible people, which relies on faith
i'm personally skeptical about the big bang since if the earth has been alive for some thousands of years and it takes light one year to travel, we'd be seeing the big bang in the sky infinitely since we'd be seeing what happened thousands of years ago
but also, plenty of manuscripts dating back to ancient times refer to the credibility of the bible's story. the idea of God does sound much more reasonable than any old big bang, but where would God come from? i don't know -
lemons
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thank you for school
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now i need to deal with the weekend
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i wonder if anyone would care if i killed myself
not that i would, but js wondering
my friends might, but the friends i have are in school. i haven't hung out with anyone outside of it yet
buuut i can't put that on other people. when someone calls, i let it ring because i get major anxiety over calls, especially when i don't know them too well
i need to push myself out of my comfort zone further
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